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4.1.07

THE PERFECT XMAS

i woke up with a familiar tingling in my stomach.i noticed it was chillier than the other days that have passed.that's when i realized - yes,it's xmas once again!i hurriedly got up and fixed my bed.[yep!i did!] i heard the screams and giggles of my brothers.i went down and saw mom cookin' while papa was checkin' if the gifts were complete and properly named.my brothers were already dressed in their xmas attires [which i picked out!] and were up and about to go to their godparents for their "pamasko".after helpin' my mom in the kitchen i went up to my room.i picked my xmas dress then took a bath.after pamperin' myself in the bathroom, i went down only to see everythin' done and finished.the food were already set on the table and the xmas tree was blindin' us with it's beautiful lights and decorations.my brothers were already home and counting their so called treasures.mom and papa called us to eat.we sat and prayed before the table.i thanked God for givin' us the chance to celebrate this special day together.after feastin' ourselves on the delicious food,we gathered around the big tree to open our gifts.my youngest brother got his wish of a bicycle while my other brother got his much awaited first ever phone!mom got her victoria's secret perfume while papa got his watch!i on the other hand was prayin' hard for the gift i was wishin' for!i was about to open my gift when suddenly..


"kriiiiingggg!kriiiinnggg!"


i woke up and checked the clock.

06:30 am, December 25,2006.

7.12.06

SORRY IDOL..

dear idol,

sorry talaga..di q sadya!kung alam q lang sana di q ginawa!sobrang sorry!obvious stupidity,i know..and for that im really really really sorry!di q alam kung ok na ba sa'yo or galit ka sakin.sana naman hindi!basta sorry.that's all i can say.sorry talaga.idol.


solid fan mo [talaga!],
jheanne

25.11.06

BACK!

hey guys!im back!well,at least for today!i juss wanna blog about my awesome [yea!] bday experience last friday&saturday.for those who don't know by the way, my bday's on the 24th.yepp.november 24,1989.im 17!haha!finally!a year older!well,tis years celebration was a blast!i had sooo much fun!

it was a friday [duh!] so i woke up at about 530 cos i hafta o to school.i checked my phone and guess what?yes,a lot of people greeted me at exactly 12!and they kept on comin'!i felt so loved that day [aww!] then i had a perfect score for our quiz at tech2 plus an awesome +5 cos that was my day!haha!i love my tech2 prof!i had a simple celebration at home.juss me&my family.then i went to pasig [choi's] cos that's where i'll be partyin' [huh?!] wit my dudes.of course beer was a staple need!haha!that day i learned that hot&spicy tuna+skyflakes = heaven!hallelujah!haha!my soulmate gave me tis big stuff toy and cupcake&chubby did it the old but sweet fashion way, cards.i am soo happy!

saturday was dedicated to my ITGA dudes!we celebrated at dadi yo's of course!my twin wasn't able to come though.aww.anyways,you all know [and maybe read from my previous post] what happened next right?i've been blabbing bout our sessions for so long.so yea.im really happy!oh yea i almost forgot!they made me this big cartolina dedication thingy!chichan of course is the mastermind!they made me dedications in small pieces of paper.glued it on a black cartolina then added designs - they cut up my pictures then glued it on somebody else's body!haha!it's soooo cool!

you noe what's cooler?your crush greetin' you!waa!tenga greeted me!he even held my hand!and he gave me a dedication to!haha![im blushin' right now] ok let's stop it.right.

im thankful that God gave me another good year to live.i hope i'll make less mistakes.less lies.less gimmicks.less beer. [hoping]

*bow*

17.11.06

AWW.I HATE IT.

GUYS! LISTEN UP!

IM OFFICIALLY PUTTIN' THIS BLOG ON HIATUS. I REALLY DON'T HAVE TIME ANYMORE TO UPDATE THIS.

HOPE WHEN I COME BACK YOU ALL WOULD STILL BE HERE!

BUH-BYE! [FOR NOW]

[kuya chabs err kuya icarus whatever..haha! ala lang..nice meetin' you den! grabe no unexpected meetin' talaga. haha! i lurv mcdo na! nyahaha! ba ikaw drummer ka pala ha. paturo! anyways..don't worry your secret's totally safe wit me! my lips are sealed. glued. shut tight. haha! basta..yun na yun. and ayan..talagang hiatus na..aww..

idol sefree! aww. ikaw ay miss q na. di na q xadu nago-OL! kahit sa ym..sorry ha! bumibisita naman aq sa blog mo..di lang aq nakakapag comment. sorry ulit!]


PARA SA LAHAT NG BUMISITA AT NAGPARAMDAM! SALAMUCH TALAGA SOBRA!

UY NGA PALA! LAPIT NA BIRTHDAY Q! WAG NYO KALIMUTAN! HAHA! SA NOV. 24! BEER PARTY AT MY HOUSE! NYAHAHAHA! :]

*bow*

31.10.06

AKALAIN MO?

haha!

akalain mong magiging bida pala aq sa 1 istorya..haha! natatawa talaga q! or should i say natutuwa? nakachat q kanina si idol jonell. [na ngayon ay si idol sefree na] kamustahan. kwentuhan. tapos sabi nya basahin q naman daw yung blog nya. "ang yakap mo", yan ang title ng bago nyang post. corny daw! haha! hindi naman. [meju lang ^_^] at sabi din pala nya iboto q daw sya. [iboto nyo din idol q ah!] mm. ayun nga. binasa q. tungkol sa mag besprens yung story. basahin nyo na lang sa blog nya. ayokong sirain ang moment. haha! basta nagulat na lang aq ng makita q yung pangalan q dun. or kapangalan lang. whatever. basta me "Jheanne" dun! aq naman, shocked! pano. ewan q ba. tapos tinanong q xa kung bakit nandun yung name q. sabi pa hindi q naman daw binasa. sabi q pa binasa q naman talaga! pagpilitan ba namang hindi daw! aba! mas marunong pa sa mata q! haha! so ayun nga. hindi naman nya sinagot yung tanong q. napunta pa sa kung saan saan yung usapan namin. tapos biglang magti-time na daw sya. waa! ang daya! sabi q pa bago mag time sagutin nya na yung tanong q.

fan : eh sandali sagutin mo muna yung tanong q. bakit me "jheanne" don?
idol : para sayo! bakit ayaw mo ba?
fan : waa? para saken?
idol : oo. sure na kong sya ang magiging bida.
fan : *shocked**amused**speechless*

ganyan ang naging takbo ng usapan. ok so hindi ganyang ganyan pero malapit na! waa! ah basta! yun na yun. aq daw ang magiging bida sa storya err i mean yung pangalan q pala! haha! nakakatuwa talaga. hanobayan para na kong bata nabigyan ng sandamakmak na candy at chocolates. eh bakit ba eh masaya naman kasing maging bida no! woi subaybayan nyo yung story ah! tapos iboto nyo na din si idol q
- dito - . salamuch! yung paalamanan namin kanina sobrang haba! haha! tapos pinagagalitan pa q! kesyo daw kumain aq. tapos daw ingat daw aq lagi. kung hindi daw madadagukan aq. aba! natawag q tuloy syang tatay! haha! pano mas matindi pa ngang mangaral sa ermats at erpats q!

hahays. i don't know what came over me yesterday or nung monday. pano ba naman nagkaron aq uber unbearable migraine! as in grabe talaga. soooper sakit ng ulo q na i found it hard to sleep already. tapos i felt like vommitting. [which eventually i did] inuuntog q na yung ulo q sa pader. napaka restlss q nga nun. hindi aq mapakali sa 1 lugar. paikot ikot lang aq. tapos pumipintig yung buong katawan q. basta the last thing i remember, humiga aq tapos i juss closed my eyes. the next thing i knew t'was another day to face. siguro sooper tired na naman ang mga minamahal kong mata. i admit, i "over use" my eyes often. all day long nakaharap aq sa pc, tapos manonood aq ng tv, tapos nun magbabasa pa q. && i only get 5-6 hours of sleep/rest. kaya hindi na rin siguro kagulat gulat kung makaranas man aq ng ganun. [for those who have no knowledge whatsoever about the condition of my eyes, don't worry, you're not alone. dahil hindi q din alam!] huling check up q 1st year hs pa q nun. nirequire aq na magsuot ng glasses. sinuot q sya nung umpisa lang. pano im not used to wearin' glasses. kaya ngayon, my awesome black rimmed glasses are history. ni hindi q nga alam kung nasan na sila ngayon. all i see is it's case. na pinaglalagyan q na lang ng pens na walang tinta. waa!

812 in the evenin'&&still hindi pa kame nagdi-dinner. hindi q alam kung nasang mga lupalop na ba yung mga kasama q dito sa bahay. grr. i can hear my stomach rumblin'! hay nako! sana lang pagdating nila me dala silang food or else magkaka gyera na talaga! waa!

*bow*

30.10.06

WALA AKONG MAISIP NA TITLE!

gawd. sooooper feel q na talaga ang halloween! kulang na lang talaga eh yung mga plens q na once na mabanggit ang "halloween", magsisimula ng magkwento ng mga ka eklavushan evur nila sa ghosts. [haha! gets mu ba?!] well. aq naman. bilang yung mga instances na talagang nakakita aq. minsan kasi shadows lang or yung eerie feelin' na talagang masasabi mong "meron talaga" at talagang it'll make your hair stand on it's end. aq pa naman sooper duwag. as in. i ike halloween. yung stories. ghost huntings&&all. pero yung mararanasan q yung mga ganun. AYOKO! grabe. mamamatay siguro aq pag nabuksan yung third eye q. [kung meron man talaga] eh yung manood nga lang ng scary movies magisa hindi q kaya eh. like yung napanood q yung "feng shui". i was alone then sa house. i haven't had the chance to watch it sa movie house. tyempo naman na pinalabas sya sa tv. waa! nanghablot pa q ng kapitbahay namen para lang mnpanood q ng buo yun! ganun den nung pinanood q yung "the grudge". nangolekta q ng batang kapitbahay para me kasama q na sumigaw! haha! natawa talaga q sa sarili q nun! pano diba me scene dun na yung sa monitoring tv ng bldg. lalabas dun slowly yung mumu. pinatay q yung tv tas tumakbo q sa labas! waa! pero wala na yatang tatalo pa nung pinanood namin yung the exorcist! 3 araw aq puyat! pano hindi aq makatulog sa sobrang takot! as in talaga! bukas dapat yung ilaw sa room q. tapos dun q pinapatulog yung bunso namin para me katabi aq. haha! hay nako! i am such a coward talaga!

akala q sa movies lang yan nangyayari. inisip q pa nga na yung nangyari saken sa house ng tita q [read previous post] is pure imagination q lang talaga. pero ayun nga. marami namang nagpatunay na meron talaga. i tried my best to stay away from that house. only to find out na meron rin pala sa house namen! take note mga dudes, 2 sila! at take note part 2! yung isa bata! yes! a child maybe 3-5 yrs. old lang! yung isa naman white lady. well, i haven't seen them. [&&i have no plan to do so!] pero since we've moved her, me eerie feelin' aq lagi. like someone's watchin' us. ganun. yung first incident was sa mom q. nung time na nagkaron sila ng problems ni papa. lumipat sya ng house. [dito nga sa current residence namen] eto pa yung nakakatawa dahil sa tita q den to! *sheesh* anyway, ayun nga. 3 tong floors ng house. yung 1st, water station. yung 2nd, computer shop. sa third na yung rooms. [nung time na yun, ginagawa pa lang yung water station&&computer shop] every night syempre magisa na lang talaga sya. akyat sya ng room to rest. yung mom q hindi sya mhilig magsara ng door. she always leaves it open. so she was sittin' in her bed when suddenly the door slammed. akala nya hangin lang, though wala namang bukas na windows. binuksan nya uli. hindi pa sya nakakabalik sa bed nung sumara ulit. hindi nya pinansin, hinayaan na lang nya. moments later, nagbukas sara na yung door. as in ang bilis. natakot yung mom q pero still, she gathered the guts to talk to that entity na gumagawa nun. "pls. tigilan mo yan. wala naman akong ginagawa sayo diba? isa pa hindi mo pagaari tong bahay. amin to". nung sinabi yun ng mom q, shaka lang natigil yung pagbukas-sara ng pinto. nalaman lang namin na qhite lady yun nung nag rent yung kapitbahay namen once. yung seat beside her unoccupied. at the corner of her eye, me napansin daw syang reflection sa monitor. curiousity succumbed her kaya tinignan nya. shocked sya sa nakita nya. me babae daw na nakaputi sa me gilid ng pintuan namen. nakatayo lang daw as if she's watchin' us. binalewala lang nya until nag time sya shaka lang nya nirelate yung story kasi hindi sya makalabas!

yung 2nd story naman yung kid ghost naman. isa sa workers na gumagaw ng computer shop naiwan one night. ilolock na daw dapat nya yung baba nung mapansin nya yung bata na nakaupo sa top ng stairs. nilapitan daw nya. kahit na mejo naweirduhan sya dahil ang alam nya magisa na lang sya nun&&besides wala namang batang kasama yung mom q. so ayun nga umakyat sya tas tinanong nya yung bata kung nasan yung kasama nya. hindi daw sumasagot yung bata. he thought maybe hindi marunong bumaba. so pinasampa nya yung bata sa likod nya. sumampa naman daw yung bata. pero pagdating sa baba, pagtingin nya sa salamin, wala namang bata sa likod nya. kumaripas sya palabas sabay lock ng pinto. ever since, hindi na sya pumayag na maiwan magisa sa gabi.

hahays. thankfully, wala pa naman aq experiences sa house namen ngayon. sana lang wag aq magkaron. cos if i do, nako! lalayas talaga q! haha! ay nga pala, visit my other blog!dyan yung ibang rants q. thanks a bunch dudes! o pano. til next time! HAPPY HALLOOWEEN TO ALL! ^_^

*bow*

28.10.06

CREEPY STUFFS ARE ON THEE TV!

i turn on thee tv&&what do i see? people believin' in ghosts&&aswangs! speculations about disturbed spirits. yada yada. thee list goes on. cmon people! it's year 2006! you still believe in aswangs?! aswangs for me are juss figments of our imagination. people who eat other people are CANNIBALS! sheesh.

but on the ghost side, im both hands down. yess people. call me names..idc! i believe cos i myself experienced, as they call it, unnatural phenomenons. supernatural forces&&whatchamacallit. i remember this one hair raisin' experience i had in my tita's house when i had was a kid. i was watchin' tv alone. i have this habit of changing channels from time to time. my tita's tv was an old sony so the thing of it was to like blockout first then show the channel afterwards. i saw this reflection on thee tv. at first i ignored it, but then after a moment, i looked really hard at this "thing's" reflection. my hair stood as i clearly saw what it was. a man hangin' on thee ceilin'. his position's like one who committed suicide. i was friggin' scared. what made me ran out of thee house was when the figure slowly faced me. i did not wait for me to see his face. i tuned thee tv off then dashed out of that effin' house. i was screamin' at thee top of my lungs until i reached home. my dad asked me what happened. but i didn't tell him. i juss kept it to myself. i was scared he wouldn't believe me. [though my dad had a LOT of ghoulish experiences, too] i had thee guts to relate it to my brothers though - to scare them. since then, i never went to my tita's house alone again. &&whenever i pass it, i try not to look at thee mirrors or even at thee house itself. cos im scared that i would again see that man on thee ceilin'. im not thee only one who experienced creepy stuffs at my tita's house. even our neighbors have had theirs. you know. thee usual. lights turnin' on&&off, footsteps at thee dead of thee night, reflections, whispers. i don't know if a ghost really is livin' in there. [cos that house was abandoned for a long time] now, a family is currently rentin' it. i do hope thee "spirits" won't disturb them.

gawd. now i'll find it hard to sleep cos i'll be thinkin' bout that house. grr! stupid tv. oh well. tune in next time, people, for other ghost stories i'll be sharin'. [haha! sounds like IM on tv.]

oh wait! wait! before i forgot, puh-leez drop by my other blog. better judgment. it's where my other rants go. harhar! [link it up if you will] thanks! :]

*bow*