emotional overdose

THE PERFECT XMAS

2007-01-04T21:49:00.000-08:00

i woke up with a familiar tingling in my stomach.i noticed it was chillier than the other days that have passed.that's when i realized - yes,it's xmas once again!i hurriedly got up and fixed my bed.[yep!i did!] i heard the screams and giggles of my brothers.i went down and saw mom cookin' while papa was checkin' if the gifts were complete and properly named.my brothers were already dressed in their xmas attires [which i picked out!] and were up and about to go to their godparents for their "pamasko".after helpin' my mom in the kitchen i went up to my room.i picked my xmas dress then took a bath.after pamperin' myself in the bathroom, i went down only to see everythin' done and finished.the food were already set on the table and the xmas tree was blindin' us with it's beautiful lights and decorations.my brothers were already home and counting their so called treasures.mom and papa called us to eat.we sat and prayed before the table.i thanked God for givin' us the chance to celebrate this special day together.after feastin' ourselves on the delicious food,we gathered around the big tree to open our gifts.my youngest brother got his wish of a bicycle while my other brother got his much awaited first ever phone!mom got her victoria's secret perfume while papa got his watch!i on the other hand was prayin' hard for the gift i was wishin' for!i was about to open my gift when suddenly..

"kriiiiingggg!kriiiinnggg!"

i woke up and checked the clock.

06:30 am, December 25,2006.

SORRY IDOL..

2006-12-07T18:49:00.000-08:00

dear idol,

sorry talaga..di q sadya!kung alam q lang sana di q ginawa!sobrang sorry!obvious stupidity,i know..and for that im really really really sorry!di q alam kung ok na ba sa'yo or galit ka sakin.sana naman hindi!basta sorry.that's all i can say.sorry talaga.idol.

solid fan mo [talaga!],
jheanne

BACK!

2006-11-25T18:10:00.000-08:00

hey guys!im back!well,at least for today!i juss wanna blog about my awesome [yea!] bday experience last friday&saturday.for those who don't know by the way, my bday's on the 24th.yepp.november 24,1989.im 17!haha!finally!a year older!well,tis years celebration was a blast!i had sooo much fun!

it was a friday [duh!] so i woke up at about 530 cos i hafta o to school.i checked my phone and guess what?yes,a lot of people greeted me at exactly 12!and they kept on comin'!i felt so loved that day [aww!] then i had a perfect score for our quiz at tech2 plus an awesome +5 cos that was my day!haha!i love my tech2 prof!i had a simple celebration at home.juss me&my family.then i went to pasig [choi's] cos that's where i'll be partyin' [huh?!] wit my dudes.of course beer was a staple need!haha!that day i learned that hot&spicy tuna+skyflakes = heaven!hallelujah!haha!my soulmate gave me tis big stuff toy and cupcake&chubby did it the old but sweet fashion way, cards.i am soo happy!

saturday was dedicated to my ITGA dudes!we celebrated at dadi yo's of course!my twin wasn't able to come though.aww.anyways,you all know [and maybe read from my previous post] what happened next right?i've been blabbing bout our sessions for so long.so yea.im really happy!oh yea i almost forgot!they made me this big cartolina dedication thingy!chichan of course is the mastermind!they made me dedications in small pieces of paper.glued it on a black cartolina then added designs - they cut up my pictures then glued it on somebody else's body!haha!it's soooo cool!

you noe what's cooler?your crush greetin' you!waa!tenga greeted me!he even held my hand!and he gave me a dedication to!haha![im blushin' right now] ok let's stop it.right.

im thankful that God gave me another good year to live.i hope i'll make less mistakes.less lies.less gimmicks.less beer. [hoping]

*bow*

AWW.I HATE IT.

2006-11-17T01:39:00.000-08:00

GUYS! LISTEN UP!

IM OFFICIALLY PUTTIN' THIS BLOG ON HIATUS. I REALLY DON'T HAVE TIME ANYMORE TO UPDATE THIS.

HOPE WHEN I COME BACK YOU ALL WOULD STILL BE HERE!

BUH-BYE! [FOR NOW]

[kuya chabs err kuya icarus whatever..haha! ala lang..nice meetin' you den! grabe no unexpected meetin' talaga. haha! i lurv mcdo na! nyahaha! ba ikaw drummer ka pala ha. paturo! anyways..don't worry your secret's totally safe wit me! my lips are sealed. glued. shut tight. haha! basta..yun na yun. and ayan..talagang hiatus na..aww..

idol sefree! aww. ikaw ay miss q na. di na q xadu nago-OL! kahit sa ym..sorry ha! bumibisita naman aq sa blog mo..di lang aq nakakapag comment. sorry ulit!]

PARA SA LAHAT NG BUMISITA AT NAGPARAMDAM! SALAMUCH TALAGA SOBRA!

UY NGA PALA! LAPIT NA BIRTHDAY Q! WAG NYO KALIMUTAN! HAHA! SA NOV. 24! BEER PARTY AT MY HOUSE! NYAHAHAHA! :]

*bow*

AKALAIN MO?

2006-10-31T20:43:00.000-08:00

haha!

akalain mong magiging bida pala aq sa 1 istorya..haha! natatawa talaga q! or should i say natutuwa? nakachat q kanina si idol jonell. [na ngayon ay si idol sefree na] kamustahan. kwentuhan. tapos sabi nya basahin q naman daw yung blog nya. "ang yakap mo", yan ang title ng bago nyang post. corny daw! haha! hindi naman. [meju lang ^_^] at sabi din pala nya iboto q daw sya. [iboto nyo din idol q ah!] mm. ayun nga. binasa q. tungkol sa mag besprens yung story. basahin nyo na lang sa blog nya. ayokong sirain ang moment. haha! basta nagulat na lang aq ng makita q yung pangalan q dun. or kapangalan lang. whatever. basta me "Jheanne" dun! aq naman, shocked! pano. ewan q ba. tapos tinanong q xa kung bakit nandun yung name q. sabi pa hindi q naman daw binasa. sabi q pa binasa q naman talaga! pagpilitan ba namang hindi daw! aba! mas marunong pa sa mata q! haha! so ayun nga. hindi naman nya sinagot yung tanong q. napunta pa sa kung saan saan yung usapan namin. tapos biglang magti-time na daw sya. waa! ang daya! sabi q pa bago mag time sagutin nya na yung tanong q.

fan : eh sandali sagutin mo muna yung tanong q. bakit me "jheanne" don?

idol : para sayo! bakit ayaw mo ba?
fan : waa? para saken?
idol : oo. sure na kong sya ang magiging bida.
fan : *shocked**amused**speechless*

ganyan ang naging takbo ng usapan. ok so hindi ganyang ganyan pero malapit na! waa! ah basta! yun na yun. aq daw ang magiging bida sa storya err i mean yung pangalan q pala! haha! nakakatuwa talaga. hanobayan para na kong bata nabigyan ng sandamakmak na candy at chocolates. eh bakit ba eh masaya naman kasing maging bida no! woi subaybayan nyo yung story ah! tapos iboto nyo na din si idol q - dito - . salamuch! yung paalamanan namin kanina sobrang haba! haha! tapos pinagagalitan pa q! kesyo daw kumain aq. tapos daw ingat daw aq lagi. kung hindi daw madadagukan aq. aba! natawag q tuloy syang tatay! haha! pano mas matindi pa ngang mangaral sa ermats at erpats q!

hahays. i don't know what came over me yesterday or nung monday. pano ba naman nagkaron aq uber unbearable migraine! as in grabe talaga. soooper sakit ng ulo q na i found it hard to sleep already. tapos i felt like vommitting. [which eventually i did] inuuntog q na yung ulo q sa pader. napaka restlss q nga nun. hindi aq mapakali sa 1 lugar. paikot ikot lang aq. tapos pumipintig yung buong katawan q. basta the last thing i remember, humiga aq tapos i juss closed my eyes. the next thing i knew t'was another day to face. siguro sooper tired na naman ang mga minamahal kong mata. i admit, i "over use" my eyes often. all day long nakaharap aq sa pc, tapos manonood aq ng tv, tapos nun magbabasa pa q. && i only get 5-6 hours of sleep/rest. kaya hindi na rin siguro kagulat gulat kung makaranas man aq ng ganun. [for those who have no knowledge whatsoever about the condition of my eyes, don't worry, you're not alone. dahil hindi q din alam!] huling check up q 1st year hs pa q nun. nirequire aq na magsuot ng glasses. sinuot q sya nung umpisa lang. pano im not used to wearin' glasses. kaya ngayon, my awesome black rimmed glasses are history. ni hindi q nga alam kung nasan na sila ngayon. all i see is it's case. na pinaglalagyan q na lang ng pens na walang tinta. waa!

812 in the evenin'&&still hindi pa kame nagdi-dinner. hindi q alam kung nasang mga lupalop na ba yung mga kasama q dito sa bahay. grr. i can hear my stomach rumblin'! hay nako! sana lang pagdating nila me dala silang food or else magkaka gyera na talaga! waa!

*bow*

WALA AKONG MAISIP NA TITLE!

2006-10-30T03:52:00.000-08:00

gawd. sooooper feel q na talaga ang halloween! kulang na lang talaga eh yung mga plens q na once na mabanggit ang "halloween", magsisimula ng magkwento ng mga ka eklavushan evur nila sa ghosts. [haha! gets mu ba?!] well. aq naman. bilang yung mga instances na talagang nakakita aq. minsan kasi shadows lang or yung eerie feelin' na talagang masasabi mong "meron talaga" at talagang it'll make your hair stand on it's end. aq pa naman sooper duwag. as in. i ike halloween. yung stories. ghost huntings&&all. pero yung mararanasan q yung mga ganun. AYOKO! grabe. mamamatay siguro aq pag nabuksan yung third eye q. [kung meron man talaga] eh yung manood nga lang ng scary movies magisa hindi q kaya eh. like yung napanood q yung "feng shui". i was alone then sa house. i haven't had the chance to watch it sa movie house. tyempo naman na pinalabas sya sa tv. waa! nanghablot pa q ng kapitbahay namen para lang mnpanood q ng buo yun! ganun den nung pinanood q yung "the grudge". nangolekta q ng batang kapitbahay para me kasama q na sumigaw! haha! natawa talaga q sa sarili q nun! pano diba me scene dun na yung sa monitoring tv ng bldg. lalabas dun slowly yung mumu. pinatay q yung tv tas tumakbo q sa labas! waa! pero wala na yatang tatalo pa nung pinanood namin yung the exorcist! 3 araw aq puyat! pano hindi aq makatulog sa sobrang takot! as in talaga! bukas dapat yung ilaw sa room q. tapos dun q pinapatulog yung bunso namin para me katabi aq. haha! hay nako! i am such a coward talaga!

akala q sa movies lang yan nangyayari. inisip q pa nga na yung nangyari saken sa house ng tita q [read previous post] is pure imagination q lang talaga. pero ayun nga. marami namang nagpatunay na meron talaga. i tried my best to stay away from that house. only to find out na meron rin pala sa house namen! take note mga dudes, 2 sila! at take note part 2! yung isa bata! yes! a child maybe 3-5 yrs. old lang! yung isa naman white lady. well, i haven't seen them. [&&i have no plan to do so!] pero since we've moved her, me eerie feelin' aq lagi. like someone's watchin' us. ganun. yung first incident was sa mom q. nung time na nagkaron sila ng problems ni papa. lumipat sya ng house. [dito nga sa current residence namen] eto pa yung nakakatawa dahil sa tita q den to! *sheesh* anyway, ayun nga. 3 tong floors ng house. yung 1st, water station. yung 2nd, computer shop. sa third na yung rooms. [nung time na yun, ginagawa pa lang yung water station&&computer shop] every night syempre magisa na lang talaga sya. akyat sya ng room to rest. yung mom q hindi sya mhilig magsara ng door. she always leaves it open. so she was sittin' in her bed when suddenly the door slammed. akala nya hangin lang, though wala namang bukas na windows. binuksan nya uli. hindi pa sya nakakabalik sa bed nung sumara ulit. hindi nya pinansin, hinayaan na lang nya. moments later, nagbukas sara na yung door. as in ang bilis. natakot yung mom q pero still, she gathered the guts to talk to that entity na gumagawa nun. "pls. tigilan mo yan. wala naman akong ginagawa sayo diba? isa pa hindi mo pagaari tong bahay. amin to". nung sinabi yun ng mom q, shaka lang natigil yung pagbukas-sara ng pinto. nalaman lang namin na qhite lady yun nung nag rent yung kapitbahay namen once. yung seat beside her unoccupied. at the corner of her eye, me napansin daw syang reflection sa monitor. curiousity succumbed her kaya tinignan nya. shocked sya sa nakita nya. me babae daw na nakaputi sa me gilid ng pintuan namen. nakatayo lang daw as if she's watchin' us. binalewala lang nya until nag time sya shaka lang nya nirelate yung story kasi hindi sya makalabas!

yung 2nd story naman yung kid ghost naman. isa sa workers na gumagaw ng computer shop naiwan one night. ilolock na daw dapat nya yung baba nung mapansin nya yung bata na nakaupo sa top ng stairs. nilapitan daw nya. kahit na mejo naweirduhan sya dahil ang alam nya magisa na lang sya nun&&besides wala namang batang kasama yung mom q. so ayun nga umakyat sya tas tinanong nya yung bata kung nasan yung kasama nya. hindi daw sumasagot yung bata. he thought maybe hindi marunong bumaba. so pinasampa nya yung bata sa likod nya. sumampa naman daw yung bata. pero pagdating sa baba, pagtingin nya sa salamin, wala namang bata sa likod nya. kumaripas sya palabas sabay lock ng pinto. ever since, hindi na sya pumayag na maiwan magisa sa gabi.

hahays. thankfully, wala pa naman aq experiences sa house namen ngayon. sana lang wag aq magkaron. cos if i do, nako! lalayas talaga q! haha! ay nga pala, visit my other blog!dyan yung ibang rants q. thanks a bunch dudes! o pano. til next time! HAPPY HALLOOWEEN TO ALL! ^_^

*bow*

CREEPY STUFFS ARE ON THEE TV!

2006-10-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

i turn on thee tv&&what do i see? people believin' in ghosts&&aswangs! speculations about disturbed spirits. yada yada. thee list goes on. cmon people! it's year 2006! you still believe in aswangs?! aswangs for me are juss figments of our imagination. people who eat other people are CANNIBALS! sheesh.

but on the ghost side, im both hands down. yess people. call me names..idc! i believe cos i myself experienced, as they call it, unnatural phenomenons. supernatural forces&&whatchamacallit. i remember this one hair raisin' experience i had in my tita's house when i had was a kid. i was watchin' tv alone. i have this habit of changing channels from time to time. my tita's tv was an old sony so the thing of it was to like blockout first then show the channel afterwards. i saw this reflection on thee tv. at first i ignored it, but then after a moment, i looked really hard at this "thing's" reflection. my hair stood as i clearly saw what it was. a man hangin' on thee ceilin'. his position's like one who committed suicide. i was friggin' scared. what made me ran out of thee house was when the figure slowly faced me. i did not wait for me to see his face. i tuned thee tv off then dashed out of that effin' house. i was screamin' at thee top of my lungs until i reached home. my dad asked me what happened. but i didn't tell him. i juss kept it to myself. i was scared he wouldn't believe me. [though my dad had a LOT of ghoulish experiences, too] i had thee guts to relate it to my brothers though - to scare them. since then, i never went to my tita's house alone again. &&whenever i pass it, i try not to look at thee mirrors or even at thee house itself. cos im scared that i would again see that man on thee ceilin'. im not thee only one who experienced creepy stuffs at my tita's house. even our neighbors have had theirs. you know. thee usual. lights turnin' on&&off, footsteps at thee dead of thee night, reflections, whispers. i don't know if a ghost really is livin' in there. [cos that house was abandoned for a long time] now, a family is currently rentin' it. i do hope thee "spirits" won't disturb them.

gawd. now i'll find it hard to sleep cos i'll be thinkin' bout that house. grr! stupid tv. oh well. tune in next time, people, for other ghost stories i'll be sharin'. [haha! sounds like IM on tv.]

oh wait! wait! before i forgot, puh-leez drop by my other blog. better judgment. it's where my other rants go. harhar! [link it up if you will] thanks! :]

*bow*

NGAK_NGEK..@_@

2006-10-27T02:29:00.000-07:00

1-3. Sino ang members ng guwapings?

- si mark anthony, jomari tas yung isa. yung me bigote na keempee?

4. Sino ang nag sabi nito "I Can feel it" ?

- alice dixon. wit matchin' galaw pa ng balikat. :]

5. Sino ang ka-love team ni Jeffrey Santos?

- yung nanay ni sharlene sa drama nila. yung magandang maputi?! sino ba yun?

6 . Ano ang unang soap opera ni Judy Ann Santos?

- esperanza?

7. Ano ang famous line ni Inday Badiday pagtapos na ang Eye to Eye?

- nako. di q na alam.

8-10. Sino members ng JCS?

- john, carlo, stefano. o ha? alam q nu?! haha!

11. Saan variety show nagsama-sama si Smokey Manaloto, Randy Santiago at Bayani

- nyak?

12. Host ng That's Entertainment?
- kuya germs.

13. Anung name ni Roderick Paulate sa Abangan ang susunod na kabanata?

- ay. ??

14. Sino ang ka-love team ni Sheryll Cruz?

-romnick sarmienta.

15-16. Sino ang gumanap na Pido at Dida?

- rene&&kris.

17. Tarzan ng Tagalog movies?

- si joey de leon.

18. Sino si Sherley sa John and Marsha?

-maricel soriano.

19.Sino ang ka-partner ni Osang sa pelikulang Matrikula?

- waa? me pelikula bang ganyan?

20.-22 Sino ang members ng APO?

- jim, buboy&&danny. [nyahahaha! di q lam apelido!]

23. Dating screen name ni Priscilla Almeda?

- abby lang tanda q eh?

24-26. Sino ang members ng TVJ?

- mm. wild guess. tito vic&&joey?

27. Pangalan ng asawa ni Enteng sa Okay ka Fairy ko?

- faye.

28. Saan kabilang na group si Vina Morales sa That's Entertainment?

- waa!

29. Sinong mukhang unggoy sa pelikulang Hiram na Mukha?

- haha! ewan q!

30. Sino ang babaing nagiging palaka sa isang pelikula?

- yung babaeng me malaking bunganga+makapal na labi na mukang hostess na laos. rachel ata yun eh.

31. Sinong kumanta nito "feel na feel ko"?

- donna cruz daw sabi ni ermat.

32. Image model dati ng Sanrio?

- sanrio? yung panali? ( - - ,)

33. Game show nila Roderick Paulate, Panjee Gonzales, at Ogie Alcasid?

- uhhhhh.

34. Ano ang unang timeslot ng Ang Tv?

- 430 diba? "430 na! ang tv na!" hihi! :]

35-37.Mga unang members ng Smokey Mountain?

- si geneva lang kilala q eh. diba sila yung kumanta ng "anak ng pasig naman kayo..tapon doon tpon dito.." haha! ewan q!

38. Pinaka-unang drummer ng Eraserheads?

- dakilang raimund marasigan!

39. Sino si Barbie doll sa Ober da Bakod?

- ang lam q si donita yun eh?

40. Sino ang artistang gumanap na may-ari ng bahay na tinutuluyan nila Boddy at Sol?

--ayy. kilala q si boddy&&sol pero yung me ari hindi..

41. Sino ang bestfriend ni Anjo Yllana sa Palibhasa Lalake?

- "sinung bespren mu duun?" "syempre ikaw lang!" haha! tanda q eh nu? si john estrada yun!

42. Sino ang kumanta nito "Legs, legs, legs mo ay nakakasilaw."

- hagibis.

43-45. Sino ang tatlong babae na may pangalan na Annakarenina sa isang soap opera?

- antionette, sunshine, kim

46. Unang girlfriend ni Dingdong Avanzado?

- kilala q lang si jessa zaragosa..waa!

47. Saang tv show unang lumabas si Mahal?

- ???

48. Ang original na kilabot ng kolehiyala?

- haji alejandro.

49. Mascot na humahaba ang leeg?

- ha?!

50. Sino ang asawa ni Nova Villa sa Abangan ang susunod na kabanata?

- yung matandang maskulado yun diba?

51. Saang gag show nagsama-sama sila Bayani, Vhong Navarro, at Redford White?

- sooper laff in! [haha! peborit q kaya to!]

52. Sinong kumanta ng bawal na gamot?

- basta yung bulag yun.

53. Saan game show nagsama-sama sila Eric Quizon, Maila Gumila at Eula Valdez?

- !!!!

54. Saang gag show na uso ang sayaw na chicken?

- tropang trumpo! o ha?!

55. Tv show na tumaggal lang ng isang linggo?

- ewan?

56. Tv show ni Pepe Pimentel?

- kwarta o kahon!

57. Saang channel unang pinalabas ang Eat Bulaga?

-rpn ata eh? o abs?

58. Sino ang gumanap na Ina magenta sa okay ka fairy ko?

- charito solis.

59. Nanay ni Patrick Garcia sa pelikulang Batang Px?

- zsa zsa.

60. Sino ang tatay ni Sharon Cuneta at Herbert Bautista sa pelikulang Jack en Jill?

- di q alam eh?

61.Sino ang manika ng tambalang Guy and Pip?

- maria leonora theresa. [nakanan! parang maria kalesa at anabel sita marie lang..]

62. Sino yung bata sa aparador sa "Aparador" ng Shake Rattle and Roll movies?

- si judy ann ata?

63. Sino-sino ang mga Bagets?

- ang dame kaya? aga, herbert, yayo, william, eula.. basta!

64. Ano ang sinasabi ni Vilma Santos kapag patapos na ang TV show niya dati?

- i love uu lucky!

65. Sinong childstars ang gumanap na Mambo at Jumbo sa isang pelikula dati starring Susan Roces and Eddie Gutierrez?

- raymond/richard gutierrez.

haha! nakakatuwa naman to! kahit ang dame q hindi alam. [yung iba tinanong q ke mama. yung iba lang naman eh!] nakita q toh sa isang blog. yung name nila kamote meets the beauties? if my memory serves me right, ke billycoy q nakuha tong link na to. [halata bang lagi q kinakalikot blog ni billycoy?! sagutan nyo den kung dusto nyo.

*bow*

IT'S 1251. I CAN'T SLEEP.

2006-10-26T09:55:00.000-07:00

hahays. i can't sleep people. grr! i think im sufferin' from insomnia. i've been like this for weeks now. gah! anyways. since i can't sleep, i'll juss waste err spend my time on bloggin'.

last tuesday me&&mom got our nails done [ha!]. take note : her treat. hihi! yea. i was happy then. cos it's been a while since i had mine done. long story short; namurder ang hinlalaki q! waa!

it's kinda fuzzy but you could see what cruelty my foot got. thankfully my other one was saved [hallelujah!] but shit. it still hurts like hell. to add pain, eric [my blockmate] accidentally stepped on it yesterday. ah! the agony! the pain! curses! [from the muth of mojojojo]

mm. yesterday was my camwhoring day! haha! meyn did i took a LOT of pictoores! caused by boredom you suppose? yepp. you are right. [plus this other factor. which i chose not to share cos of somethin' i still don't wanna share. gah!]

aww. i miss my blockmates already. :c i wish their in a lot more better postion than where my ass is. ugh. student life could bring such joy yet such pain.

oh yea. i miss my tenga. bitiw plays over&&over in my effed up head. [tis specific song, he sings like a dozen times in one sittin'] i sing it. i watch it. i listen to it. what is happenin' to me?! why should be my sembreak a pain in the you know where?! grr. tis is really frustratin'. [listen to me whine all over again.]

me&&my alien twin memi are plannin' to have our lips pierced. ooh! im gettin' all excited. haha! well, i wish tis plan will eventually be done. oh yea.i think im goin' to have my hair cut. a few inches snipped. some treatments. yada yada yada.

my mom's turned to a dragon again. i hafta go to sleep. [oh pls. let me sleep!] BGM : my mom yellin' at the top of her lungs. shuttin' own the darn pc. byeee! :]

*bow*

SAD. T_T

2006-10-25T05:23:00.000-07:00

sobrang malungkot aq ngayon. hulaan nyo na lang kung bakit. basta. ang saklap talaga ng mga pangyayari.

wag kayong mag-alala. hindi ito tungkol sa pag-ibig. o kay ~~tenga~~

at lalong hindi aq sabog dudes. basta! i'll elaborate on the events later. [mga one year from now].

basta ang masasabi q lang ay napakalupit talaga ng buhay! hindi q alam kung kinakarma ba q o ano. pero tanggap q ang pagkakamali q. hindi naman aq naninisi. basta. sa ngayon mahirap lunukin ang lahat kaya nakakapagsalita aq ng mga bagay bagay na alam kong pagsisisihan q din balang araw. hahay. grabe talaga. hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin aq makapaniwala. parang gusto kong burahin sa utak q ang lahat. gusto kong makalimot. T_T

patawad. ermats at erpats. anti at uncle. mga nasnips. mga kapatid. mga kamag-anak. mga kaibigan. mga propesor. mga kapitbahay.

at lalong lalo na. patawad sa'yo Papa God. sobra. :c

*bow*

A MONTH TO GO!:]

2006-10-24T04:17:00.000-07:00

hey there countrymen. hahays. im effin' bored. gah! i was in myspace for like thee whole day. but i did NOT do anythin'. i juss stared at thee screen. waitin' for some fxcked up miracle to happen. [eg. chocolate/money to rain] haha! so yea. today's october 24, 2006. specifically a month to go before my friggin' birthday! waa! i don't know why i'm so excited this particular time. cos i am so not like this when my birthday's comin' up. i'm juss uu know, normal. no celebration. no treats. no nothing. but this time, it's different. i even made a list of gifts i wanna receive! haha!

a fender stratocaster - im a frustrated guitarist people. spare me.
a drum set - yea. im a frustrated drummer, too!
a new book to ponder on - anythin'. any kind. juss need somethin' to occupy my mind .
laptop - hey. it gets better. :]
a new cam fone - i really don't need this. but what the hell. it's my birthday!
a pair of those oh-so-lovely rainbow converse - i TRIED to save money so that i can buy it. but FOOD is my main priority. ( - - ,)
beer party - hell yea! let thee beer flow!
mm. a boyfriend? - haha! NOT! :]

so. anyone there willin' to fulfill even juss one of them?! you got a month to save up. ^_~ beside thee material things well, basically i wish for good health, not juss for me but also for my family&&friends. then, good luck of course! i really need it. haha! mm. i wish to gain more friends&&less foes. i wish i'll pass math. gah! i wish to graduate. haha! of course i will. i wish less hell profs. [less cos w/out them, college will be boring.] i wish i don't see a 5 or a 4 in my class card tomorrow! oh pls! oh pls! hey. i think im enjoyin' this wish thing. let me stop now.

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sh*t. i really have nothin' to share anymore. thanks a bunch to all who have visted! DQ, Icarus, Billycoy&&Fiona! :]

*bow*

UNTITLED

2006-10-16T09:11:00.000-07:00

me&&my classmates have been talking about plans for sembreak.ang dami naming gustong gawin.ang dami naming gustong puntahan.pati 2nd sem pinlano na namen.planong ang sarap pakinggan.ang sarap ulit ulitin.

"walang hihiwalay.hangga't maari tayo tayo pa din".

hahay.grabe.napagplanuhan na nga ang sabay sabay na pag-enroll.kung hindi man, request na sa 1 section pa din.same faces.new problems.masaya q dahil pinahalagahan nila ang pinagsamahan namen for 4 months.

pero alam mo.sa buong paguusap na yon ay ikaw ang nasa isip q.ikaw kaya?payag ka bang pareho pa rin tayo ng section? ng schedule? gustong gusto kitang yayain sa plano.kaya lang hindi q kaya. ewan q ba.pagdating sayo bumabaliktad aq.parang kong makahiyang tumitikom.gusto kitang tanungin ng mga bagay bagay na gumugulo sa isipan q.pero ayaw talaga.yung tuhod q parang jelly pag ayan ka na.parang sasabog na lang aq bigla pag nakausap na kita.

1 pa masyadong malungkot.dahil malaking chance na hindi na tayo maging classmates.ayoko.ayoko talaga.alam mo bang sobrang gusto kitang makasama? makausap? alam mo bang nung una pa lang..ah ewan!

hindi q akalain na magiging ganito katindi.akala q, tulad lang ng dati.mawawala den.mapapawi.pero hindi.sobrang mali aq.dahil sa bawat tingin q sayo.sa bawat sulyap ng mga mata q.sa bawat ngiting tago para lang walang makakita.lumulobo ang pagtinging minsang walang laman.walang hangin.unti unti na ngang natatakpan ang butas.unti unti ng napupuno ng hangin. gusto q ng sabihin sa'yo lahat.yung nararamdaman q.na kahit aq hindi sigurado.pero mali eh.dahil hindi naman ganun ang nararamdaman mo.ang hirap.ang sakit.pero wag kang mag-alala.tanggap q naman.hindi aq tanga para umasa sa wala.ang gusto q lang sana eh malaman mo.[tignan mo yan paulit ulit na q]kaya lang takot aq sa isasagot mo.sa reaksyong ibibigay mo.sa tinging ipupukol mo.natatakot aq sa maaaring kalabasan kung sakali.pano pag nalaman mo na? ngingiti ka pa rin ba ng matamis tulad ng dati? magsasayang ka pa rin ba ng oras na tumawa sa mga patawa qng korni naman? titingin ka pa rin ba sa sandaling tawagin kita?

oh baka naman gawin mo ang lahat para lang makaiwas?

ayoko.ayokong mangyari yon.mas mabuti na ngang hindi mo na malaman.ayokong maramdaman ang sakit na dulot ng paglayo mo.ayoko.mas magandang ganito na lang tayo.na ganito aq sa buhay mo.1 simpleng taong minsa'y naging parte ng araw araw mo.masaya na q sa ganito.

paalam sa'yo.salamat dahil pinasaya mo ang 1st sem q.mas binigyang kulay mo.mas naging matunog ang musika. mas naging mabango ang mga bulaklak.mas naging malamig ng simoy ng hangin.salamat talaga.sobra.sana wag kang makalimot.sana matandaan mong may 1 tulad q na dumaan pansamantala sa mundo mo at nakigulo.paalam sayo tenga q.sobrang mamimiss talaga kita.sana nasasabi q toh sayo.sana narinig mo.sana......

*bow*

ITS FRIDAY..!

2006-10-13T08:54:00.000-07:00

gaa..its friday everybody..!meaning its thee end of a week of schoolday..!yahoo..!but its not juss friday people..its FRIDAY THEE 13TH..considered thee most unlucky day in thee history of mankind..is it really..?well..let's see..

my day started early..too early that is..i woke up 530am..yea its a world record people..!harhar..i have to cos today's my deparmental exams..we were AGAIN supposed to meet at 700 but then yea..uu noe what happened right.. anyways..i haven't got thee oppurtunity to eat a thing or even drink a cup of coffee [my energy booster] cos i was afraid that i would be too late already..then finding out after i got to school that im not..*geez* thee first 2 exams were easy..first was tech1 then english..oh yea cos we finished early than thee allotted time after tech1 exams, we had gotten thee chance to buy..guess what..yes, a cup of hot cappuccino..!how satisfying..!we finished an hour early in english soo we decided to go to EVER..where i saw my long lost missed [aww..] friends kindy,judith,queen&&yeye w/ billy joe..i was soo happy to see them after thee longest time..!but then our time was limited cos of my exams soo we had to part agad..next exam was MATH..eck! my most hated&&despised subject of all..!i sooper hate it..ugh..!it gave me a fxckin headache juss readin thee questions..*sheesh* sooper hula na lang talaga q xe nga nde aq nakapagreview..&& besides even if i did i don't think i'll remember it..[our proctor was kinda weird..her manner of speakin&&stuff..] last exam was LOGIC..eck part2! almost half of thee test had not been discussed to us..soo we were like guessing&&stuff..to add to thee frustration..there were so many questions in which thee answer wasn't in thee choices..!gaa..!i did ~~HORRIBLE~~ in the last 2..=[[ thankfully ser afable was kind enough to give us points for our efforts..and he admitted that he really had never discussed thee topics which were part of the tests..

soo do uu think i was unlucky today..?i don't think so..=]] i still am happy cos at least..at least i have some points..[&& that tenga smiled a million times at me today..eehh..!harhar..!]

*bow*

HELIO!

2006-10-10T07:31:00.000-07:00

i've changed my myspace layout for like a million times..but i can't seem to stick to one..it's like im NEVER satisfied..*geez*..or sometimes i see this one kewl layout..&& then i see another one..then i see another..gaa..soo hard to pick..>=[

im soo pissed..ugh.

*bow*

GENEOLOGY SHIT

2006-10-08T00:16:00.000-07:00

FROM HYBERNATION

2006-10-07T07:13:00.000-07:00

today's a not so good day for me..i woke up with a minor headache [because of lack of sleep and excessive booze] gaa..i woke up late today [as usual]..around 12 i think..my mom woke me up.. screaming.."hoy..gumising ka na dyan..!uuwi ng ka ng umaga tapos tanghali ka magigising..!galing mo den..!" hahays..what a life..well that's what uu get when uu go home 3 in the morning&&pissed drunk..!i dont noe why i got drunk that particular session..maybe cos i was kinda in a bad mood&&im havin a lot of problems lately..anyways si kuya gray ang taya nun friday session..apparently t'was his beerday last sunday, oct 01..[hapee beerday again..!give me that smile pls..] thee session was a blast..!but then thee drama&&tension was not absent..t'was there..but what thee hell..beer&&pulutan were overflowin that night so it was well forgotten [at least for that moment..] oh yea..a blast minus me runnin for my friggin life while bro's happily and seemingly enjoys chasing&&amp;tickling me around Laperal..geez..when will that part of my life end..&& why thee hell am i soo ticklish..hate it..yea..a lot of stories[slash problems] were told.. crying moments of mehmeh..jaja..!and them squeezin me with thee ever so popular question of all time.."sino ba crush mo sa room..?sige na kahit clue lang..!" of course i won't tell.. why would i..?that will be thee end of my life if i did..i was so careful not to spill thee beans..but then mimi was gettin tipsy&&stuff soo she started givin clues..!gaa..no more booze for mimi.. thankfully thee clues weren't enough info for them..harhar..!soo yea..we ended quite early..but t'was a happy night..

before thee session..we went to EVER cos mehmeh&&dioza wanted to watch spongecola perform [&&me to see armovit..waa..!] armo's soo HOT..!gaa i lurv him..!=]] there were soo many people..as IN..!i have never seen EVER soo full..[after that 8 inches performed too..] anyways after thee show we roamed aroundd&&then decided to SING [yepp sing with all thee people around..gaa..!] i chose "kwarto" cos mehmeh beat me to "mata".. thee pasig boys were there to listen..*uber embarassing* i got 99 for a score..tada..!harhar..!

finals is already here..and im freakin out cos im hella xure i'll fail in MATH.. stupid numbers..ugh..&& yea im not pretty xure at LOGIC too..*sheesh* pray for me dudes cos i really really REALLY need it..badly..!=[[

CELEBRATION FOR DAGAERS! yepp QUESO will be representin the Philippines for thee WBOB finals..galeng galeng mga idol..! woohooh..!spread leptosirosis in Hongkong..!jejeje..!let's prove racists wrong..!beat the hell out of them others..shitloads of support will be reserved for uu..!=]]

got nothin to share anymore except that i miss my ~~tenga~~ terribly&&i can't wait to see him again..on MONDAY..MATH CLASS..no more scratch on my attendance record..promise..

*bow*

BACK..!

2006-10-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

wooh..finally im back after a sooper longg leave..!i miss my blog..my blog-friends..and typing..=]

ok soo thee reasons for my sooper longg leave are :

1] i got sick..yea..it was unbearable..like i couldn't even stand from my bed..i couldn't eat cos my throat hurts and i feel like if i do i would juss vomit it all out..eck..!gross..i was like a dead kid for 5 days..i miss my friends then..UE and the booze..jaja..!i even missed my hell math prof..geez..*rolls eyes*

2] that fxckin milenyo..gawd..i had never experienced anythin like that storm..i was like really scared..cryin&&everythin..relate some "things" that happened that day..

SEPTEMBER 28, 2006 [hazel's beerday..!] a tragedy had strucked philippines..a terrible storm wounded our earth..our country..left many of our kababayans homeless..business-less..some even lost their lives..

i woke up at about 10am and it was rainin hard..i thought it was juss a plain rainy day..but then when i looked out thee window..i was totally wrong..i saw the alulod [what's thee english term for that word again..?waterspout..?] of our neighbor..instead of water goin down..it was goin UP..!wtf..!then i saw trees violently swayin..then thee wind got stronger..suddenly howling..!i was like..OMFG..! wtf's happenin..?!juss then my window was blown open..the lock was broken&&stuff soo me&&my mom got some rope and tied it up..only to find out that my cousin's window was shattered..eck..!we did thee same to his..then we started gatherin our clothes and necessities.. our neighbors roof was then history..!i saw it takin up thee roadspace..![i even recorded it..i'll post it when i've already uploaded it..gawd..i was then panicking..we stayed at thee 2nd floor cos its much safer..i was really freaked out..my mind was wandering that time.. i have never felt that kind of intensity of fear in me..i fear not because of we might lose a home.. or we don't have food to eat..or we might lose everything we have..but i fear for the welfare of my family..what can happen to them..at that time my youngest bro was with my father.. meaning we were away from each other..not even close to one's sight..i was really scared because i only feel safe when papa's around..iono why..!soo yea..we haven't got electricity for 5 fxckin days..it was friggin HOT..!our service wire was robbed..i was soo pissed cos our neighbors got theirs back already but us..we were still sufferin from darkness and heat..gah..!

bagyong milenyo had some really scary-off the wall-kickass shit to do some beating to the Philippines [and vietnam]..i wish no more of his kind..puh-lease..!

i am so sorry to those whom i have not visited yet..&& to charisse cos i misspelled uur name..!jaja..!silly me..and to idol jonell&&loloy i do hope uu work/ed things out..it's really sad to have a friendship ended like that..

till next time people..

*bow*

LEAVE

2006-09-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

currently on blog leave

suffering from unbearable fever..cough&&flu..

hate it..ugh..=[

*bow*

AN OPEN LETTER

2006-09-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

[ I read this from someone's blog at friendster..and i decided to post it because i think that it's really unfair for someone from another country to abuse his power to discriminate other races.. this is purely racism..it's sad that he's very closedear and narrow minded to not understand obvious facts..i pity him actually..he's blinded by his "own opinions"]

Hate Letter Against Filipinos Please take time to read this, most especially the bottom part

[PATRICIA EVANGELISTA's (19 year old Filipina) speech that won in a WORLD competition in London.]

This is a hate letter coming from a radio talk show host Mr. Art Bell from Nevada. I don’t consider myself as patriotic but please read my reply below in BOLD LETTERS and send this to as many of your friends as possible until it reaches him.

Subject: HATE LETTER

This is a very disturbing open E-mail letter to all Filipinos around the world; specially here in North America, from a man who has the power to reach millions of people. (he's a radio talk host) Please read on.This is an open letter email by Art Bell, a radio talk show host in Nevada.Here is yet another person who has taken advantage of his power and privilege to use hateful words and racial stereotypes that breed further ignorance and intolerance in our society. Art Bell is a talk radio host who has two shows that he broadcasts from his home in Nevada, that is rebroadcast by 400 stations across the country. He's written 2 books. He lived in Okinawa, Japan for some years and had a radio program on the English station here. And, though it's hard to believe after reading the following letter from him, he actually has been to the Philippines (he's traveled fairly extensively around the world). Check out his website listed at the end to get a glimpse at this fool who's spreading this hateful ignorance. And check his wife as well. This letter is so degrading, I think it's really important that everybody read this and not attack him, but respond to him in a civilized manner because otherwise his thoughts will be reaffirmed. Understand that not everyone has a viewpoint like we do, and that this is an opinion of someone who hopefully can be changed only by civil actions.

Filipinos *make me puke* (Art Bell)

As we've all come to notice, in the past few decades, Filipinos have begun to infest the United States like some sort of disease. Their extensive involvement in the U.S. Armed Forces is proof of the trashy kind of qualities all filipinos tend to exhibit on a regular basis. You can see this clearly by studying the attitudes and cultural Icons of most Filipino Americans.

Origins of Pinoys/Pinays:

Are they really Asian? Well we've come to accept the fact the Filipinos come from a part of the world known as South East Asia. But the term "Asia" is used in the wrong way. You may notice that contemporary Filipino Americans try very hard to associate themselves with groups that we know as Asian. I cannot count the number of times I have seen a 'Third World' Filipino try to connect themselves to the Chinese or Japanese people. There is no connection and here's why. The Philippines is a Third World country. Nothing respectable has EVER been created by Filipino people during our entire human history. Young Filipino men in America have become obsessed with "import racing". They have an enormously perverted affection for Japanese cars. It's a common phenomenon. In their minds, these Filipinos somehow believe that they are Asian and that it somehow connects them to Japanese people and Japanese cars. They often take credit for the ingenuity of Japanese people and say how it's an "Asian thing". This term..."Asian thing" derived directly from African American slang "black thang". "It's a black thang." "It's an asian thang."

You can see the connection. It's even funnier that, in Japan, Filipinos are heavily discriminated against. The only filipinos that can live successfully in Japan are the Filipino prostitutes. But that's the case for most Filipino people no matter where they live in the world. Now we've come down to this fact...and it is a fact.

Nothing in Filipino Culture can be seen as Asian.

They have no architectural, artistic, or cultural influence which is in ANY way, Asian. Thinking of the great countries in Asia such as Japan, Korea, and China there is no way you can possibly connect the Philippine Islands. This assault by Filipino Americans to connect themselves with the great peoples of North East Asia is foul and disgusting. Try visiting a young Filipino’s web site too.

You'll see something called the "Asian IRC Ring". It has to do with the chat rooms. The most horrible thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate themselves with Asia again!! People in Asia don't act like this at all. What we are seeing here is the natural Filipino in its element with full access to technology and this is how they act! You will consistently see this behavior over and over again.

Another interesting thing is that these "third world" people also frequent RC chat rooms such as #Chinese #Japan and #Asian. They must believe that they are somehow related racially or culturally to North Asians. But it's completely WRONG! There might have been some distant contact With China and even less with Japan during World War II, but these people are actually more closely related to African Americans and Mexican Americans.

Do the parents of these young Filipinos know what's going on? Would they accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural "Trash" element in Filipinos manifesting itself. Nothing good has ever come from Philippines and I don't believe anything good ever will.

Recognizing your Roots (A Message to Filipinos). To all Filipino people:
Please recognize your ROOTS! You come from the Third World! You country is a disgusting and filthy place. Most people there live in poverty! Your culture has MUCH MORE SPANISH influence than Chinese, and absolutely no JAPANESE influence whatsoever. People in Japan and China, do not act like you. They do not constantly talk about sex and they have a MUCH HIGHER level of RESPECT for each other. There is NO WAY that you can connect yourself to Asia other than location.

Your culture and technological advancement does not even come CLOSE to What Chinese, people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean people are doing now! Everything you do is distinctly Filipino. You cannot take credit for Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It's not an "Asian thing" it's an "American thing". You have no concept of culture...no concept of Asian ideas or Asian philosophy! Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday life?? You can't. And you will NEVER be able to.

I understand that you are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people... but it is NOT related to Asia. Your Identity is Filipino.
That's all you are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means....

THEE ANSWER :

I find this funny; he is right in some ways where we, as Filipinos don't actually have an "Identity". I think this is due to the confusion of our mixed races from Hispanic, Chinese, American and Malay origins. I see it in malls, imagine young generations wearing ski caps and ski goggles in a tropical country, baggy low rise pants like that of African Americans living in the Bronx of New York, not to mention endless whitening products being sold at department stores and drug stores.

But his ignorance also blinds him from the other truth. That while we may glorify Anime shows and Japanese Internet gaming, he is not aware that a nameless Filipino may be responsible for some technical aspects of some Japanese software. He is not aware of our contribution to the society in general .Technological advancements that may have aided post war navigations and landing on the moon. That the antibiotic Erythromycin was discovered by Dr. Abelardo Aguilar from Iloilo creating the brand "Ilosone".

Thomas Edison may have discovered the electric light bulb and the fluorescent lighting was thought up by Nikola Tesla. But the fluorescent lamp we use today was invented by Agapito Flores (a Cebuano named Benigno Flores of Bantayan Island, according to the Philippine Daily inquirer), a Filipino scientist. Americans helped then-Philippine leader Ramon Magsaysay to develop it for worldwide commerce. That the personal physician of former U.S. Pres. Bill Clinton is Eleanor "Connie" Concepcion Mariano, a Filipina doctor who was the youngest captain in the US Navy. A Filipino writer Jose Rizal could read and write at age 2, and grew up to speak more than 20 languages, including Latin, Greek, German, French and Chinese.

Or that a Filipino genius was responsible for the near hiatus in the PENTAGON and W hite House nearly infiltrationg their closely guarded secrets with the "ILOVEYOU" bug. Nuisance maybe, but still one heck of a 'beautiful mind', not to be underestimated.

The list goes on and on, but who cares right? Certainly not Mr. Art Bell...Boy, I'm not surprised.

Perhaps Art Bell does not know that although we consider ourselves ASIAN because we are strategically located in the Southeast asian region of which our nearest neighbors are Malays, ASIA does not mean only Chinese and Japanese race of people. Then maybe it is his connotation that "Asia" meant only our economically successful, paler brothers and he considers Malays such as Thais, Malaysians, Indonesians, and ourselves as a "Third World" race. Then it is "his" ignonimity that would make a civilized person of whatever race puke. Imagine literally connecting Chinese, Koreans and Japanese to the Philippine Islands which is archipelagos away from the countries he has mentioned. I also wonder where he got the impression that we aspire to be Japanese ( ???) Hispanics maybe but not the Japanese. But even Hispanics today do not mind sharing their "surnames" to their Asian brothers who they have colonized for 3 centuries.

Another sad reality that although most Filipinos working overseas are domestic helpers and prostitutes, who does he think educates the toddlers of Hong Kong, Singapore, Taiwan and Tokyo? Parents of these countries rarely have time spent with their children, leaving them to their Filipino nannies. And with regard to prostitution. Filipinos are not the only ones working as one. I HARDLY SEE FILIPINOS STARRING IN PORN MOVIES. THERE MIGHT BE A FEW FILIPINOS WE HAVEN'T SEEN, BUT MOST ARE FROM MR. ART BELL'S RACE.

He also mentioned that we have no concept of culture. No concept of Asian ideas or Asian philosophy. How can we demonstrate Confucianism or Taoism in a Christian nation? IS HE INFORMED THAT THE PHILIPPINES IS THE ONLY PREDOMINANTLY CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC NATION IN ASIA?! YOU HAVE TO USE COMMON SENSE IN A LOT OF THINGS SOMETIMES...

We do not need to create an identity for ourselves. We are who we are. Our identity stems from the anonymity we live in this world. How we contribute silently towards the progress of the world and not just one country. Although the Filipino blood may be tainted with malice, corruption, poverty and prostitution, it is not a perfect race... But so are the others. Maybe Mr. Art Bell needs to think about this.

WE MAY NOT BE PERFECT MR. BELL BUT AT LEAST WE STILL HAVE VALUES. FOR ONE THING WE DON'T PUT OUR AGING PARENTS IN NURSING HOMES BECAUSE "THEY'RE SIMPLY OLD AND WORTHLESS". WE DONT HAVE AS MUCH NUMBERS OF SINGLE MOTHERS WHO GET PREGNANT IN THEIR VERY EARLY TEENS AND EVENTUALLY BECOME PARASITES OF THE GOVERNMENT FOR YEARS AND YEARS.

YES...WE CAME TO YOUR COUNTRY TO WORK, TO EARN DECENT MONEY (HALF OF WHICH BY THE WAY GOES TO TAXES BECAUSE THERE'S SO MANY SOCIAL PARASITES FROM YOUR RACE).AND BY THE WAY, MOST EDUCATED PEOPLE THAT I WORK WITH DON'T COME FROM YOUR RACE... THEY'RE ACTUALLY IMMIGRANTS TOO. AND THOSE EDUCATED ONES DO NOT ACT LIKE YOU DO, PERHAPS BECAUSE THEY'VE REALLY BEEN WELL EDUCATED..AFTER ALL THAT'S SAID... WHO IS THE IGNORANT ONCE AGAIN?!

"Pinay wins it big in London"

By Alfred Yuson

The Philippine Star 05/16/2004

Patricia Evangelista, a 19-year- old, Mass Communications sophomore of University of the Philippines (UP)-Diliman, did the country proud Friday night by besting 59 other student contestants from 37 countries in the 2004 International Public Speaking competition conducted by the English Speaking Union (ESU) in London.

She triumphed over a field of exactly 60 speakers from all over the English-speaking world, including the United States, United Kingdom and Australia, reported Maranan.

The board of judges' decision was unanimous, according to contest chairman Brian Hanharan of the British broadcasting Corp. (BBC).

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PATRICIA'S SHORT SPEECH WORTH READING....

BLONDE AND BLUE EYES

When I was little, I wanted what many Filipino children all over the country wanted. I wanted to be blond, blue-eyed, and white.

I thought -- if I just wished hard enough and was good enough, I'd wake upon Christmas morning with snow outside my window and freckles across my nose!

More than four centuries under western domination does that to you. I have sixteen cousins. In a couple of years, there will just be five of us left in the Philippines, the rest will have gone abroad in search of "greener pastures." It's not just an anomaly; it's a trend; the Filipino Diaspora. Today, about eight million Filipinos are scattered around the world.

There are those who disapprove of Filipinos who choose to leave. I used to. Maybe this is a natural reaction of someone who was left behind, smiling for family pictures that get emptier with each succeeding year. Desertion, I called it. My country is a land that has perpetually fought for the freedom to be itself. Our heroes offered their lives in the struggle against the Spanish, the Japanese, and the Americans. To pack up and deny that identity is tantamount to spitting on that sacrifice.

Or is it? I don't think so, not anymore. True, there is no denying this phenomenon, aided by the fact that what was once the other side of the world is now a twelve-hour plane ride away. But this is a borderless world, where no individual can claim to be purely from where he is now. My mother is of Chinese descent, my father is a quarter Spanish, and I call myself a pure Filipino-a hybrid of sorts resulting from a combination of cultures.

Each square mile anywhere in the world is made up of people of different ethnicities, with national identities and individual personalities. Because of this, each square mile is already a microcosm of the world. In as much as this blessed spot that is England is the world, so is my neighborhood back home.

Seen this way, the Filipino Diaspora, or any sort of dispersal of populations, is not as ominous as so many claims. It must be understood. I come from a Third World country, one that is still trying mightily to get back on its feet after many years of dictatorship. But we shall make it, given more time. Especially now, when we have thousands of eager young minds who graduate from college every year. They have skills. They need jobs. We cannot absorb them all.

A borderless world presents a bigger opportunity, yet one that is not so much abandonment but an extension of identity. Even as we take, we give back. We are the 40,000 skilled nurses who support the UK's National Health Service. We are the quarter-of-a- million seafarers manning most of the world's commercial ships. We are your software engineers in Ireland, your construction workers in the Middle East, your doctors and caregivers in North America, and, your musical artists in London's West End.

Nationalism isn't bound by time or place. People from other nations migrate to create new nations, yet still remain essentially who they are. British society is itself an example of a multi-cultural nation, a melting pot of races, religions, arts and cultures. We are, indeed, in a borderless world!

Leaving sometimes isn't a matter of choice. It's coming back that is. The Hobbits of the shire traveled all over Middle-Earth, but they chose to come home, richer in every sense of the word. We call people like these balikbayans or the 'returnees' -- those who followed their dream, yet choose to return and share their mature talents and good fortune.

In a few years, I may take advantage of whatever opportunities come my way. But I will come home. A borderless world doesn't preclude the idea of a home. I'm a Filipino, and I'll always be one. It isn't about just geography; it isn't about boundaries. It's about giving back to the country that shaped me.

And that's going to be more important to me than seeing snow outside my windows on a bright Christmas morning.

Mabuhay and Thank you.

So, be proud, you are a Filipino. Not like Mr. Art Bell. Please do send this to as many people as you can until it reaches him.

I'LL LOVE UU TILL THE MORNIG COMES..

2006-09-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

helluuu..!ajee..soo how are uu fellow bloggers..?did uu miss me..?[ja..!as if..!] anyways..i woke up this morning,like donya quixote, sweaty and sticky..!gawd..napakainet talga sa pinas..! how i wish t'was the rainy season again..even the ac can't beat the heat..!ugh..>=[

last friday.. i was late for math class again..cos the guards won't let me in UE..!they said i was wearin an improper uniform..i took my stand and said that it was wash day naman..but they stated that every wash day it's either uur wearin thee college shirt or a plain white shirt..[i was wearin pink..] gah..!why was it called wash day in thee first place if we aren't allowed to wear what we want..?i mean it feels like we're wearin uniforms pa din cos we're obligated to a certain trend..i really don't understand..anyways i hurriedly left after they agreed to let me in..i checked the time and t'was quarter to 2 already..45 minutes late for math class..i decided not to attend it anymore..[my prof gave me a warning already cos i was always late for his class..and as i belive "absence is better than tardiness" jaja..!] i went to the chapel instead and prayed..i considered my tardiness good luck cos if it wasn't for it i wouldn't find myself in the House of God..i always pass by it cos i really don't have time..but i know it's wrong..God had always been there for me.. and the least i can do is set aside time for Him..soo i promised myself and Him that i'll visit him everyday..even for a mere 5 mins or soo..tardy or not..!

i took my midterm exam for logic..[finally] i think i did good..i mean i answered all the questions..i juss don't know if they're right..jaja..!after that we foursome were supposed to surf the net at the ever so popular 5th floor BUT wearing casual clothes was strictly probihited there..unfortunately i was in casual that day..tsktsk..! ending..booze zone at ever..!did not know [again] what ~~good thought~~went through dioza's mind cos she treat us with booze..yepp..though t'was only a barrel..but nevertheless..!it was BOOZE people..=] soo yea..a band performed..i belive their name's "8 inches" i'm not exactly sure as to what measurement that is..jaja..!their really good..some talent [and faces..!] their bassist and drummer had thee looks..waa..!hear me talk bout boys..gah..!no seriously they have really good songs..i think they performed 3 or 4 originals..?i really should ask mimi..she's good at memorizing stuffs&& obviously im not..anyways we went home cos thee mall was closin up already..i found it hard to find an fx that WAS NOT full..finally after a gazillion passed by this one fx was behind this jeep and i had to run to it to actually be in it..[did u get that last part..?juss rephrase it to uur own liking ok..] and this girl was at my back runnin for the fx also soo i ran faster..only to know [after i got in..] that she was runnin for the other one bound for megamall..how stupid of meee..!doh..!i got home past 11 and went straight to bed cos i was really tired..

my tenga would be celebrating his birthday on tuesday..iono if i should greet him..the better question is..HOW would i greet him..i know that i wouldn't help myself from blushing..[yepp im a blushy kind of person..even from a 20 feet radius the sight of him makes me red all over..]

*bow*

WISHA WISHA WISH..

2006-09-13T03:41:00.000-07:00

heyy heyy feloow bloggers..how was uur day..?did it turn out fine..?or was it a pain in the ass kind of day..?

gah..here i am again..spittin nonsense..well this is wut happens when uu haven't got an experience to share or a topic to actually discuss..fxck..=[

well..here goes nothin i guess..

im thinkin hard if i shud change my skin again..iono..im gettin tired of my present one..wut do uu think..?shud i or shud i not..? [pls. post uur answers on thee comment section..gracias..!]

ok..!so i found somethin to share..!ajee..!=] this is about the upcoming WORLD BATTLE OF THE BANDS which will be held in Hongkong on November 2006..these are the top 10 bands as of September 12

1.Faspitch

2.Sin

3.Queso

4.Sultans Of Snap

5.Angulo

6.Kapatid

7.Chicosci

8.Valley Of Chrome

9.Switch

10.Point Click Kill

2 more days to go..!1st round ends 1159 PM of September 15..!pls. help our fellow "daga" and vote for QUESO..!help them reach the top spot..!if we really can't..then pls. help and support FASPITCH..!keep them at the top spot and see them rock Hongkong..![seriously they have really good shit..]gah..Greyhoundz didn't make it..*sigh* even VOC..Art of Letting Go's my favorite..*tsktsk* =[

eist guys im really sorry if my entry for today's soo boringg&&short&&wasted..im don't really have nothin to share andymore..soo i guess i must say til next time..

*bow*

HUHUM..

2006-09-10T22:12:00.000-07:00

elow peeps..wondering why im here eh..?!well..being the sloth i am..i didn't go to school..this is why i hate monday..it always make me think twice bout goin to skewl..soo yea..im here..sittin pretty.. ajee..[my butt actually hurts from sitting for hours..] anyways..i skipped my midterms exam.. again..!i didn't have the chance to take it last friday..ok so i did have the chance..but i exchanged it for the overflowing resource of beer,smoke and sisig..[bad bad jheanne..!] i can't help it..!and besides my prof would surely allow me to take the exam on wednesday..!i noe it's not the right thing to do..[juss when did i do the RIGHT THING huh..?!] but tiss is me..can't do nothin bout it.. soo yea bout the sessions last friday..iono what came to raisa's mind and asked me to drink with her..[she's got plenty of $$ that day..] well whatever the reason i dont care..cos she'll be the one paying..jaja..!yea we skipped 2 classes [etype&&logic - we were supposed to have our exams] and went straight to JACA..first it was only me and her..but then four tagged along..mimi,jess,chichan &&mitch..we started with 2 pitchers..then came raisa's friends with another 2 pitchers..soo we were sitting there minding our own business..drinkin our asses out when this one kuya approached us with a plate of sisig and said "pinabibigay nung lalake dun sa me counter.." it was because of raisa..!apparently this guy likes her..after a while..this kuya came back and was now askin for raisa'a name.."baka naman daw pwedeng makuha yung pangalan mo..tsaka kung may gusto ka pa daw sabihin mo lang.." jaja..!it was soo funny..!she said it was ok..we don't need anything [when actually a barrel and another plate of sisig was badly needed..!] after that..we went to the washroom and another guy approached us..askin for our names..he said maybe we could join them in their table..of course we can't cos we have our own and besides there were 9 of us..anyways we went back to our table..only to find out that
the others hafta leave..soo it was me and rais once again..we were heading to the counter when this guy [from the washroom] invited us again..since we've made up our minds to not attend our remaining classes..we accepted it..yea they were fun to be with [+ free booze..ajee..!] i enjoyed myself juss chattin w/ them..we exchanged numbers and i found out that some of them are my "kabaranggays"..i forgot their names..remember i have tiss problem with memorization&& stuff..soo yea..we hafta leave early cos we have another session with dadi yoh..[friday's session day] but..en this is a BIG but..it was our only session that dadi yoh did not..i repeat DID NOT drink..yea..kinda weird right..?!jaja..cos im used to seein him drinkin&& stuff..the reason was because momi yoh en baby kenji was there..!anyways..$$ was a problem that day..soo beer was scratched..and gran matador was IN..hard one eh..?raisa had quite a drink..ending up with vomitting all over the place..that's when we decided to go home..thankfully the pasig boys were there to help me drag her..gah..!kuya grey bought her noodles to eat..soo that she wouldn't throw up anymore..but raisa bein raisa she refused..it took quite some nagging to finally convince her to eat..jm took her home cos we know she couldn't make it on her own..she would end up crawling on the way..

meyn..what a friday it had been..we all agreed that when raisa shows up next time..the sessions would be cancelled..jaja..!juss kiddin..

i miss my tenga..=[

*bow*

IT'S..

2006-09-09T10:00:00.000-07:00

heyy..it's 1am and im still awake..i really find it hard to sleep these past few days..anyways i've got loads to tell uu guys but i'll rant bout it later..im gonna savor myself to this beautiful piece of siopao right here at my lap..&& a bottle of ~~ice cold~~ beer..ciao people..!

*bow*

TAG..!UUR IT..!

2006-09-05T04:28:00.000-07:00

oh yea i totally forgot..!i've been tagged by donya quixote..!and this is what i hafta do..!

once tagged by this entry, write a blog entry of some kind with six random facts about yourself. In the end of it, pick six of your friends and tag them! (No tag backs). This explanation must be included, of course.

1. i own glasses cos im nearsighted..

2. i hate cockroaches,beetles or any kind of thingg that crawls,slimy and flies..!

3. i can't take a bath w/out warm/hot water..

4. i nees to have at least 3 cups of coffee a day or i'll die..!

5. im addicted to chubby..this one candy which is P1 each..

6. i have NEVER gone to a dentist..even if it's juss a random check up..dentists give me the creeps..!

i tag..ahm..icarus/mimi/idol jonell/jinjiruks&&sayote queen..=]

WOAH..!

2006-09-05T03:28:00.000-07:00

waa..!finally im back in the blogging world once again..!gah..!how long have i been gone..?i think it's been..ahm..5 effin days huh..?!my sincere apology to those whom i have not visited in that given time span..dapat talaga magpopost aq kahapun ehh..!as in mahaba nuh un natype q..although nde pa talaga xa tapos..biglang nag brown out..!taee..!sobrangg nanghinayang aq..!ang hirap magtype ah..!soo an endingg date sa mcdo [aq,mehmeh,dioza&&chichan]..kinaen q nlan ng flurry an lahat..!well anyways..grabeh..!mga chongkadudots..im really happy..maraming reasons ehh..first cos reconciled nuh kame ni dioza..!yea..we had this misunderstanding w/c i admit that it's my or our [me and mehmeh] fault talaga..!ganto xe un..we were supposed to meet at hearty last wednesday..kea lan nawili kame ni mehmeh sa ice cream ng ministop kea un..we forgot that supposed date..!hayy katangahan chuchu..!but..past is past kea erase erase nuh un..!jaja..!all thanks to logic dahel kundi sa subject nuh un nde kame magbabati ni dioza..!speakin of subjects, pasadu q sa HU midterms namen..!hayy an saya ng buhay..!pate pala sa PE..nakow kahet pala lolokoloko q sa subject nuh un nabigyan pa q ng 1.75 ni coach..!lagueh xe q absent dun ehh..kundi absent late..peo pag pumasuk aman aq todo effort at all out participation an lola nio..!sa tech1 aman imbes nuh neon un midterms na move sa thursday dahel sa maraming mga dakilang kopyador an nahuli ni prof [nuh nde aq kasali..dahel magaleng ata aq mangopya..!] uu lam q nde aman xa dapat ipagmalaki..!peo never pa q nahuling ngchecheat ng kahet nuh xnung prof/teacher sa buong buhay q..!dahel nga sa madae aqng tactics at styles..jeje..!sa english q aman..nde p q xure..nahirapan xe aq ehh..!sana aman makapasa..!

its been a while since my last game of 02 jam..at nafrufrustrate nuh q..!dahel sa level 6 pa den aq hanggan neon..!duringg those times nuh ala kameng connection..i turned my addiction to another game..[if not i'll start to chew my head off..] DOTA..!yes people once again im addicted to warcraft..peo campaign an trip q neon..ala xe matinongg kalaban dun samen puro RAN at ragna lan an lam nila..yesterday nga i ALOMOST missed my math class cos of DOTA..!bute nlan nalate lan aq..![ng 30 mins..waa..!]speakin of math nde q nuh nasisilayan an kuya math q..peo nde nuh q xadu affected sa pangyayaring yan dahel..

kahet panu ay nipapansin nuh q ng tenga q..at ngumungiti nuh xa saken neon..ewan q if im juss imaginingg stuffs or wut but there are times [when im lyin in my bed..jeje..] nuh nahuhuli q xang nakatingin saken..like this one sa hearty.. paglingon q nakita q xa nakasilip..!bigla xang nagtago sa me poste..ewan q ba dun..! bala nuh nga xa..!waa..!ganun ehh nu..!anyhooo..yesterday grabeh un ulan dito sa recto [w/c resulted the black out] sobrangg lakas tlga nuh feeling q me bagyo [meon ba..?!i really don't know..!] kea nga sa mcdo an endingg namen nila mehmeh ehh..! me nakatabi pa kame nuh mga taga UM nuh an chochorva [chorva : word nuh ginagamet para sa 1 bagay nuh nakakainis o kea ay nde mu alam an meaningg..synonyms : chenes,eklavush,chuchu]..feelingg mga pirata..!jeje..!sobrangg hirap sumakay kea..! alang jeep..kun meon man punuan 10 p ata un sabit..!ala deng fx..?!kea aun nag lrt nlan aq papauntang santolan..!ubos ubos nga arep q sa pamasahe ehh..!tas kanina pala me nakasabay kame sa hearty nuh taga UE den..paran ayaw nia mgdamit dahel sa liit ng uniform nia..or umurongg lan un tela kakalaba..!waa..!at paran naghahanap pa ng away dahel nagpaparineg..!etoh aman xeng c joan kun makatitig..kulang nlan matunaw un tao..!

me moment nga pala q sa PE kanina..!panu b aman..etong c dioza un shoes nia "bandolino" un tatak [effegi lan ho aq ehh sowee..!poorness..!] biglangg me pumasok sa isip q nuh krhyme niang cartoons date sa channel 2..un marcelino pan y vino..?[anyone other than me who knows it..?] kryhme nia diba..?soo an dialog q kanina "anu ba un cartoons nuh un..?un tenenenen..bandolino..anu b un..?!" w/ matchingg kanta pa ahh..!nde nila magets un sinasabi q..kea aq aman todo isip ng title..hanggan sa naalala ni mimi nuh marcelino nga un..!halakhakan b aman xla..!bat masama bang magkamali..?!hanggan neon nga etoh at pinagtatawanan pa den nila q..!taengg mga toh..!nakakatawa ba..?nde aman ahh..!

oh xa xa..tama nuh toh..mukangg mahaba nuh xadu ehh..!gueh gueh gudbyee mga tao..!

*bow*

WAAA..!

2006-08-29T19:34:00.000-07:00

waa...!nde aq nkpagpost kahapun..!panu ba aman "connection lost" server namen..!at an masaklap pa nun ehh 2 to 3 days daw bagu mabalik..kea un..neon q nlan ishashare xeno..

GAME..!

ahm..kahapun..tuesday..[ajee..!]masaya emfre..!lgueh aman ehh..anyways..late nuh aman aq sa humanities..peo mga ilang minutes lan aman..dun let kame ng class sa CAS 312..nanuud kame ng kachorvahan ng greeks..jaja..!magkakatabi kame nila mehmeh,dioza,mitz,rais..[kelan ba nde..?!]grabeeh an ingay nga namen ehh..!an kulet kulet nitongg c rais nanghahawak ng boobies..tsk!tsk..!meon aman xa..bat kea ayaw niang hawakan un kania..soo much for boobies..jaja..!ayun nga..c chichan lan an nahiwalay samen..dun xa umupo sa harap..tas sa likod nia c kuya grey..an sweet nga nila ehh..!jajaja..!bagung lab team namen xla sa rum..!=] after ng HU akyat kame ng lab para sa tech1..as usual..maingay at magulo nuh aman..peo etoh an highlight nian ehh..GUMAWA AQ NG EXERCISE FOR THE DAYY..!uu..nde xe q gumagawa ehh..an teknik q dian ehh gagawin q sa bahay tas isesend q sa yahoo mail q..!jeje..!mautak diba..?!etong c edlix nde nuh aman aq tinigilan..!xra xe un computer q kea lumipat aq..unfortunately sa tabi nia..an kulet kulet tlga..!reporter nga pala xa kahapun..nakakatawa xa magsalita..!wajajaja..!after aman ng tech1 ayy..DISMISSAL..!yess mga tao ala kameng PE kahapun..!celebration..!=] maen muna kame sa hearty.. magsisimula nuh kameng kumaen ng biglangg..dumatengg an tenga q..!waa..!an saya diba..?! un tuloy aq pigil an bugso ng damdamin..jaja..!peo etoh un ehh..nahuli q xang naktingin saken..!biglangg iwas nga xa ng tingin ehh..an lagay pa ehh nakatgu xa sa me post tas dun xa nakasilip akala aman nia nde q xa mahuhuli..!jaja..!kilig talaga an lola nio..!after nun..naglibut libut sa recto..at emfre buo an araw ng dioza dahel nakita nia c kuya waffle..! etoh amang dioza pakipot epek..nyare nde nia napapansin c kuya..etoh amang c kuya todo effort para mapansin xa ni dioza..me pasitsit-sitsit pa at titig evurr..!jaja..!kea lan wawa man dahel tlgang nde xa nipansin ni dioza..!jaja..!past 7 nuh kame muwi..thankfully nakasakay gad aq ng fx..!grabeehh once in a lifetime lan un magyare huh..?!jeje..!9 nuh q nakauwin..at xna nasnip sunog baga nuh aman..as usual aq an umubos ng pulutan..!special chicharon..special xe an kunat..!bad3p nga ehh..!maaga q natulog dahel emfre..alang connection..anung gagawain q..?!nga pala sinagutan q den un exercises sa tech1..para mapasa q nuh ke prof..ewan q ba kun anu nakaen q nun araw nuh un at an sipag q..anyways..

etoh aman an kwento ng wednesday morningg q..!

nagising aq emfre..naghikab..nagtanggal ng muta..at hinagilap an fone q..25 msgs received..binasa q..nagtxt pala c mimi..

"jheanne paalis na q ng mansyon q..!balita q xe trapik dito samen ehh..!"

shit..!me usapan nga pala kame ni mimi neon..!930..!taeeeee...!pagtingin q sa relo..830 nuh..!waa..!balikwas gad aq..!plantsa ng uniform..ligo..tas alis..!nde nuh q nagbreakfast dahel lam q nuh superr mlalate nuh q..! dumateng aq sigro mga past 10 nuh..?jaja..!nde nuh aman nmen mahagilap c prof..kea etoh an endingg..sa tapat ng pc..!hayy buhay nga aman..taee tlga..!jaja..!

speakin of tae..me dream aq nun mondayy nuh sobrangg nakakatawa..!as in pagising q humahalakhak aq..1 toh sa mga dreams nuh i'll never forget..[sauce..!iilan lan aman an naalala q tlga ehh..!] ba't nga ba an daling makalimutan ang panaginip..?!anyways..nde q nuh iwewento xeno dahel nakakahiya sa taongg involved..baka mea mabasa nia toh ehh..!bstah sobrangg an ligaya ng dream nuh un..and till now im still laughin my ass off whenever i remember it..taee nga aman ohh..=]

oh yan tapus nuh..!jeje..!nxt entry aman un kabuuan ng wednesday q..!byeee mga tao..!

*bow*

IN THE HEAT OF..

2006-08-28T03:14:00.000-07:00

*its juss another manic monday..

i wish it was sunday..

cos thats ny fun day..

its juss another manic monday..!

gawd this song like playbacks in my mind the whole dayy..!it IS monday once again people..!gah..!i woke up soo early this morningg..about uhm..7am i think..?cos me and mimi were SUPPOSED TO meet at 10am..[yea right..!]soo even if i dont want to i hafta get up.. but of course..being the lazyhead i am..i went straight to my pc and played 02 jam..![ok ok soo i went to the washroom first..!] what..?!i always start my day playin that game..!the mouse on my left..coffee on my right..!=]..anyways..after 2 hours..a 10min nagging from my mom and a 5min breakfast..i FINALLY moved..jaja..!i took a bath..took a final sip from my coffee..and then out i went to the cruel world once moree..*teehee*!its 913 already..!waa..!and then i realize..i left my phone..!grr..!i went back to the house and got it..915..!ohh yea i looked for my dad but i couldn't find him..as always..but we saw each other last night soo i guess that's ok..!took a 5min tricycle ride.. 10min jeepney ride..10min waitingg for the effin lrt..then 8min train ride..and finally a 5min jeepney ride again..![my walkingg time span isn't included here..!]its already 1015..!waa..! and mimi wasn't there..!i thought.."gosh..!maybe she left mee nuh..!".."waa..!mimi san ka nuh ba..?!"..after 20mins of waitingg [in vain..?!jeje..!] i decided to go inside UE and find her..i looked for her everywhere but i really couldn't find her..![yess i even looked at the library..even if i know she wouldn't go there..i mean alone..!] then i went outside again to wait for her..and hallelujah after 10,000 lightyears my friends..FINALLY..!she came..!gah..!after 45mins of "paghihintay sa inaasam" finally..!yea i was pissed but uu know..it's mimi..i cant/dont get angry at her..and besides im used to waitingg..if uur a friend of hazel macua or ken martin then you'll get what im sayin..=] anyways [for the nth time] we went inside and looked for mrs. arcilla.. cos she was supposed to accompany us to her sister's office..by the way i haven't mentioned this.. prof arcilla's sister's the one who'll give me and mimi jobs..!and my thankful meter isn't enough to express my gratitude towards prof and her sister..!soo yea back to the story..we were lookin for her but juss couldn't find her..!we went to the faculty room..lab..every effin room in the ccss bldg..where could she be..?!gah..!after hours of searchin we gave up..and decided to use our free 20 hours internet thingyy..[that at first i was proud of cos i thought UE's the only skewl which offers it..and then knowing after a while that all the universtities do..!]jaja..!such addicts eh..?!unfortunately..blogspot wasn't running quite good here soo i haven't got any post for the morningg..[at least i have one now..!] after an hour or soo we went to ministop and bought ice cream..![yay..!].w/ only php14 people uu get ice cream in a cone..uu know the sweet one..?!thriftyy mee..jeje..!=] then we went up to our room and started studyingg..[yea right..!*teehee*] ohh yea i got points for recitation in math class today..!and..!i saw kuyaa math for like a gazillion times this dayy..!and..!tenga checked my paper..and i checked his..and we got the same scoree..!weeee...!happy dayy..!=]

NO PE TOMORROW..!such a great dayy it will be..!juss 430 and yet..its dismissal already..!=]

i did good in logic today..miracle eh..?!jaja..nahh..juss inspired..waa..?!

oh..i changed my friendster and myspace layouts..!check it out puh-lease..!

deathisnear@paranoia.com..

tenk yuu beri muts..!

we ate at mcdonalds today and boyy did we took bazillion pictures..!yess we did..![gawin daw bang studio ang mcdo..?!]people were like starin at us and stuff..the hell we care..!this is a free country and we can do whatever we want..!go banggs..!jaja..!

ok i think im donee..am i..let's check..yea im done..!till the next entry..!byeee..!

*bow*

02 JAM

2006-08-26T09:04:00.000-07:00

12 midnight nuh..katatapus q lan maglaru ng 02 jam..taengg laru yan nakakadik..sobraa..sa ilangg beses nuh paglalaru napagtanto qng uu nga..adek nuh q sa 02 jam..!waa..!pristontale.. sunod ay gunbound tapus ay DOTA neon ay 02 jam..nu aman kea an kasunod..?!
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naalala q tuloy ung laro sa newgrounds..un "orgasm girl"..?taee naadek den aq dun ehh..!oh iniisip nio malibogg aq..?!bala keo..peo pag nilaro nio un xure aq maadek den keo..pate un "ray' at un larung magch-cheat ka para makapasa sa test..?nalimutan q un title ehh..tas pate un 'unicycle challenge' nuh tlaga amang napaka..!ahh bstah..an daeng laro nuh nakakadek..!peo iba xgroh un pagkaadek q nun sa "pacman"..sobraa tlga..!ewan q ba sa larung un..taee..nde aq pinapatulogg..!ahhh..!date nga kabisadu q pa un mga pangalan ng kalaban ni pacman ehh..neon nde nuh..waaa..!

ala lan..naisip q lan magshare..oh xa xa..matutulog nuh q.. byeee mga taoo..!=]

*bow*

whew..!

2006-08-26T00:33:00.000-07:00

whew..!i really thought my entry for yesterday wouldn't be posted..!post failed nga peo thankfully..na post aman..?!yea..an gulo diba..?!anyways..soo much for my whinings..

for those who wants to comment on my entries well..thanks to haloscan now uu can..!harhar parang commercial..!naglagay nuh q ng comment section..para mas masaya..!weeeeee...!jaja..!

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FAILED

2006-08-25T09:16:00.000-07:00

"POST FAILED"

syeett..!bakeett..?waaa..!an haba p aman ng ntype q tas aun..nawala ng parang bula..?!etoh namang c idol neon lan nagbigay ng tips..!taee tlga..!ala tuloy aq matinongg post..!at tinatamad nuh qng ulitin let un..kea kun gusto niong malaman an nanyare saken neong araw..tigan nio nlan blog ni mehmeh..!dun lhat..!bukas q nlan ipopost un dapat qng entry neon..!ok..!out nuh q..antok nuh ehh..!at 1 pa me tinatapus aqng libro..an danda ng story ehh..byeeee..!

[idol jonell out nuh q..tom nlan let..xenxa..!dpat tlga bibili lan aq ng chicha ehh..kea lan etoh..tinamaan ng katamaran an dakila mung fan..sana lan nababasa mu toh..]

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MEDICAL

2006-08-25T07:44:00.000-07:00

waa..!an araw nuh itoh..sobrangg.."wow pare hebiii..!" wajejeje..!an damengg nanyare..sa sobrnagg dae nde q nuh xla mtndaan..jaja..!kea mangongodigoo muna q ahh..tgnan q blog n mimi..

hmm..ah uu nga pla..xe ganto un mga tao..tahimik [weeehh..!] kamengg ngkaklase sa english ng biglangg me kumatok sa pintuan..nurse ng UE..at sinabi niang required an ITGA nuh magpa medical -kuno-..nde pedeng magpass dahel ilangg araw nlan an kachorvahangg ito..[waa..?!]ehh di aun..ounta aman kamengg clinic..an daeng taoo..siksikan ito..ngp fill up ng ekek samen..[height : 5'5..pran an liit q..!] wak nuh un weight..jeje..!pagkatas nun..isa isa kamengg papasuk sa 1 maliit nuh rum pra tanungin an medical history nmen..tanda q pa an rum #6 dahel 1 malakengg katatawanan at kahihiyan an inabut q dun..!

doc : me ubo/sipon ka ba ngayon..?

aq : ala poh..

doc : me hika ka ba..?

aq : nung bata lan ho aq..

doc : me salamin ka ba..?

aq : opo..

doc : nearsighted o farsighted..?

aq : nearsighted poh..!
o sige maghubad k nuh..

aq : h-ho..?a-anu ho..?hubad p-po..?

doc : oo hija..hubarin mo yang blouse at palda mo..

aq : ho..?eh xe ho..ala poh aqng anu ehh..

doc : *wide eyes* wala kang underwear..?!

aq : nde ho ala ho aqng shorts..!

doc : ahh..!ok lang talaga namang pinapahubad nmen pate shorts ehh..!

grabeehh tlga..!nde p aman aq sanay nuh me IBANGG nakakakita sa katawan q..!sacred para saken an katawan..nde ito dapat makita ng iba..lalu na't nde mu kagustuhan..!waa..!sobrangg nde q lam kun nu gagawin q nun..soo dahan dahan qng hinubad an blouse q..peo nde q tlga mgawang hubarin un plada q..nakaramdam ata soo pinalapit nlan nia q..un mga sumunod nuh panyayare an gumitla saken..bigla niang pinagtutusok un puson at boobs q..grabehh paulit ulit p..!an saket..ntrauma ata q dun..lam q routine tlga un peo nde q akalaing danun ksaket.. waa..!feelingg q nga ndislocate mga buto q ehh..!pagkatas nun..kelangan nman nmeng mgp-urinalysis at xray..at etoh an nakapanindig ng balahibo q..!kelangan kamengg kuhanan ng DUGO..!waaa..!ayoko p aman sa dugo..at lalungg ayoko un ip-prick un finger q pra makuhanan lan aq nun..!kun naramdaman nio lan un nararamdaman q sa mga oras nuh un..an lakas ng kabog ng dibdib q..pran sa sobrangg lakas lalabas nuh sa esophagus q..kea lan me magagawa ba q..?ngiintay aq ng turn q ng dumatengg un ibang boys..kwentuhan ng mga nayare sa physical exam nla..ke valiao aq sobrangg natawa..sabihin b amang "pinaghubad den kame ehh..!uu pate brief..!bute nga nde aq tinigasan ehh kun tinigasan aq nakakahiya siguroo un..!" halakhakan kame..!an mas nakakatwa dun ehh seryoso xa habang nagkekwento..!biglang aun nuh..dumatengg nuh an oras q..umupo aq..nangingig p nga un kamay q ehh..nakita q pa un needle nuh gagamitin..pran gusto q ng magwala..!tas binuhusan -literally binuhos talaga!- ng alcohol un mga cotton balls.. pumikit aq..naramdaman q an unti unting paglapit ng hinayupak nuh equipment thingymajiggy nuh un..!

AAAAHHH..!

napasigaw tlga q..!grabeh nga ehh..nakakahiya..pagkatas nun..nakita q un dugo q..waaa..!eek..!tumayo aq..sobrangg gulat aq sa mga panyayare..kea napaiyak aq..seriously umiyak tlga q..!at tama ba amang pagtawanan aq ng pasig boys..?lalu nuh tong c jericho kun makahalakhak..!kala mu pag umiyak k aq an unang tatawa..!wajejeje..!hmf..!ehh d aun nuh..tapus nuh..urinalysis aman..tawa kame ng tawa dahel nde nmen alam kun panu nmen lalagyan un "bariles" [<== term ni jericho]ng ihi..an liit aman xe..peo emfre nagawan p den nmen ng paraan un..wak nio nuh itanungg kun panu..waa..!binalik nuh nmen un "bariles" sa dapat niang paglagyan..!napagisipan nmeng tutal ehh excused aman kame sa mga subjects nmen ehh d wak nuh nmeng pasukan..!wajajaja..!kumaen kame sa hearty meal..nga pla..ikekwento q muna sa inio an hearty meal..!an hearty meal poh ay complete meal sa isang carinderia sa me UE..dun sa gate sa me gastambide..!masarap dun..!mura pa..!sa php29 mu me complete meal k nuh..!-2 rice/1 ulam/free soup/drinks- at an maganda dito ehh umaabut ito sa digestive system q..!ehh d un nga..tapus nuh an wento ng hearty meal..nakaupo kame ng me napansin aq sa gilid ng aking mga mata..!waa..!c tenga..!kumakaen den pla xa dun..!aun aman aq pigil nuh pigil an kaligayahang nararamdaman..!jeje..!kea lan nagxxmula plan kame kumaen tapus nuh xla..malis nuh tuloy xa..:c!jujuju..!pagkatas nun naisipan aman nmeng sumilip sa etype..!pumasuk kame kahet 15 mins nlan ata un..nakisama.. nakipagtawanan..nakipagasaran kina kuya gray, ke bro at ke idol..!woot.!pagkatas nun..kinausap nmen c mam arcilla tungkol sa 1 personal thingy..jeje..sowee nde nuh pede..off limits nuh un..pagkatas aman nun ehh baba let kame para mgpa xray..!etong c mimi ngumiti sa xray..?!wajajaja..!patawa..!aun..aun an katapusan ng medical ekek ng buhay q..

hayy..nabanggit nga pla ni prof nuh an midterms nmen ay sa sept 04 nuh..!waa..!buhay nga aman oh..

etong c mimi nga pla..nagpalit nuh aman ng skin..adek nuh toh..tsk!tsk!speakin of skin..check out my new and improved friendster account..!jeje..!yabangg ehh nu..

himala at nde aq kinulet ni edlix kanina..?peo nandun p den un nakakalokong ngiti at tingen nia..at etoh p nga pla..c manu nagtext saken at an sabe galeng daw xa ng hospital..!nyaak..! bat aman kea..?nagaalala q sa knia..!

yan..yan an summary ng araw q..nothingg special i guess..peo masaya..nuh ewan..bstah..un nuh un..!

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SOMETHINGG..

2006-08-24T19:47:00.000-07:00

1. BAKTOL--- ang ikatlong lebel ng mabahong amoy sa kili-kili. ang baktol ay kapareho ng amoy ng nabubulok na bayabas. ito'y dumidikit sa damit, at humahalo sa pawis. Madalas na naaamoy tuwing registration, sa elevator o sa loob ng FX.

2. KUKURIKAPU--- libag sa ilalim ng boobs. madalas na namumuo dahil sa labis na baby powder na inilalagay sa katawan. maaari ding mamuo kung hindi talaga naliligo o naghihilod ang isang babae. Ang KUKURIKAPU ay mas madalas mamuo sa mga babaeng malalaki ang joga.

3. MULMUL--- buhok sa gitna ng isang nunal. mahirap ipaliwanag kung bakit nagkakaroon ng MULMUL ang isang nunal, subalit hindi talaga ito naaalis, kahit na bunutin paito, maliban na lamang kung ipapa-laser ito.

4. BURNIK--- taeng sumabit sa buhok sa pwet. madalas nararanasan ng mga taong nagti-tissue lamang pagkatapos tumae. ang BURNIK ay mahirap alisin, lalo na kapag natuyo naito. ipinapayo sa mga may BURNIK na maligo na lamang upang ito'y maalis.

5. ALPOMBRA--- kasuotan sa paa na kadalasang makikitang suot ng mga tindero ng yosi sa quiapo. Ito'y may makipot na suotan ng paa, at manipis na swelas. mistulang sandalyas ito ng babae pero kadalasang suot ng mg lalaki ,available in blue,red, green, etc.

6. BAKOKANG--- higanteng peklat. ito'y madalas na dulot ng mga sugat na malaki na hindi ginamitan ng sebo de macho habang natutuyo. imbes na normal na balat ang nakatakip sa bakokang, ito'y mayroong makintab na takip.

7. AGIHAP--- libag na dumikit sa panty o brief. nabubuo ang AGIHAP kung ang panty o brief ay suotsuot na nang hindi bumababa sa tatlong araw.

8. DUKIT--- ito ang amoy na nakukuha kung isinabit mo ang daliri mo sa iyong puwit o sa puwit ng iba.

9. SPONGKLONG - ito'y isang bagong wika na nangangahulugang isang estupidong tao.

10. LAPONGGA - ito'y kahintulad sa laplapan o kaya sa lamasan.

11.WENEKLEK - ito ang buhok sa utong nakadalasang nakikita sa mga tambay sa kanto na laging nakahubad. Meron din ang babae nito.

12. BAKTUNG - Pinaikling salita ng BAKAT-UTONG.

13. BAKTI --- Bakat panty.

14. ASOGUE --- Buhok sa kilikil

i15. BARNAKOL --- Maitim na libag sa batok na naipon sa matagal na panahon.

16. BULTOKACHI - Tubig na tumatalsik sa pwet kapag nalalaglag ang isang malaking ebak.

17. BUTUYTUY - Etits ng bata.

18. JABARR - Pawis ng katawan.

19. KALAMANTUTAY - Mabahong pangalan.

20. McARTHUR - taeng bumabalik after mong i-flush

21. BASKIL - Basang kilikili

A POST FROM JINJIRUKS

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the wit of a filipino

2006-08-24T19:46:00.000-07:00

The Wit of the Filipino

THERE'S A SIGN ON Congressional Avenue in Manila that says: "Parking for Costumers Only." This may be a misspelling of "customer." But the Philippine capital is so full of theatrical, brightly dressed individuals that I prefer to think it may actually mean what it says. This week, we'll take a reading tour of one of the most spirited communities in Asia. The Philippines is full of wordplay. The local accent, in which F and P are fairly interchangeable, is often used very cleverly, such as at the flower shop in Diliman called Petal Attraction.

Much of the wordplay in the Philippines is deliberate, with retailers favouring witty names, often based on Western celebrities and movies. Reader Elgar Esteban found a bread shop called Anita Bakery, a 24-hour restaurant called Doris Day and Night, a garment shop called Elizabeth Tailoring and a hairdresser called Felix The Cut.

Smart travellers can decipher initially baffling signs by simply trying out a Taglish (Tagalog-English) accent, such as that used on a sign at a restaurant in Cebu: "We Hab Sop-Drink In Can An In Batol." A sewing accessories shop called Beads And Pieces also makes use of the local accent.

Of course, there are also many signs with oddly chosen words, but they are usually so entertaining that it would be a tragedy to "correct" them. A reader named Antonio "Tonyboy" Ramon T. Ongsiako (now there's a truly Filipino name) found the following: In a restaurant in Baguio: "Wanted: Boy Waitress;" on a highway in Pampanga: "We Make Modern Antique Furniture;" on the window of a photography shop in Cabanatuan: "We Shoot You While You Wait;" on the glass wall of an eatery in Panay Avenue in Manila: "Wanted: Waiter, Cashier, Washier."

Some of the notices one sees are thought-provoking. A shoe store in Pangasinan has a sign saying: "We Sell Imported Robber Shoes." Could these be the sneakiest sort of sneakers? On a house in Jaro, Iloilo, one finds a sign saying: "House For Rent, Fully Furnaced." Tonyboy commented, "Boy, it must be hot in there."

Tourists from Europe may be intrigued to discover shops called Holland Hopia and Poland Hopia. Both sell a type of Chinese pastry called hopia. What’s the story? The names are explained thus: Holland Hopia is the domain of a man named Ho and Poland Hopia is run by a man named Po.

People in the Philippines also redesign English to be more efficient.'The creative confusion between language and culture leads to more than just simple unintentional errors in syntax, but in the adoption of new words," says reader Rob Goodfellow. He came across a sign that said "House Fersallarend." Why use five words (house for sale or rent) when two will do?

Tonyboy Ongsiako explains why there was so much wit in the Philippines. "We come from a country where you require a sense of humour to survive," he says. "We have a 24-hour comedy show here called the government and a huge reserve of comedians made up mostly of politicians and bad actors."

-article by Nury Vittachi of Far Eastern Economic Review

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HAVENT

2006-08-24T02:59:00.000-07:00

like expected..i was late for my humanities class..1 hour latee..!fuckk..i thought "ok lan..!xur papasukin p den aq n prof.." soo aun aq..madaleng madale.. panay an tingen sa relo ng katabi at ng nakaksalubongg..biglang pagdateng q sa UE.. huwaaattt..?nagkakagulo xla..an daneg tao..as in lahat ng estudyante nasa quadrangle..[un iba palakad lakad] at un iba nasa parkingg lot.."walang klasee..? wooh sna ala..!" <== nagp-playback sa utak q..!

manong :"ohh dun sa quadrangle..!dun keo bilis...!"

me: "bat ho manongg anu meon..?

manong : dun keo sa quadrangle hija.."

me : ba't nga ho anung meon..?"

manongg : "earthquake drill"

me : "*huh..?**pfft*"

un lan pla..un lan..1 earthquake drill..?kla q p aman me rally..o kea concert..o kea ala tlgang klase..drill..!un pla..haayyy..paakyat aq ng rum ng me nakasalubongg aq..

ms :"miss bawal ng makyat"

ako : "bat..?"

ms : "*pfft*bat daw..!*laughs*baba k nuh bawal nuh xe makyat sa quadrangle o kea sa lot k nlan.. pabababain k den..

ako : "as in lahat..?wala ng tao sa taas..?[tango c ate]ok.."

ehh di baba nuh aman c aq..at pinilit hanapin an mga kaklase..ng biglang pagdateng sa last step..mula sa gilid ng aking mga mata..nakita q c kuya long hair..!waaa..!nyare nde q xa napansin..nagkabungguan pa nga kame dahel nde xa tumitingin sa dinadaanan nia..hmmf..!nagpatuloy aq sa paglalakad..nakasalubongg q aman c kuya kulot..!waaa..![take 2]nyare den nde q xa napansin..peo nakita nia q.. tumingin at ngumiti..shocks..!katunaaww..!jeje..nagegeng babae nuh aman aq..waa..![take 3]

aun nga..unti unting humupa an mga tao..at sa kabutihangg palad me nakitang kaklase..c raisa..!ksma c gaboo..!tinanung q kun san kame..sa 312 o 208..1 pang nilalang nuh alang kamuwang muwang sa mundo..nde nia den lam..nde pla xa pumasuk..soo makyat nlan aq sa rum..binuksan an ilaw at fan..soloista q neong araw.. pagtama ng mata q sa board.."hu 101 - CAS 312"!nagmadali aman aq..patakbongg tinahak an pasikot sikot ng CCSS bldg papuntang CAS..nde q p aman kabisadu kun san un..!syet..!bute nlan me photographic memory aq..jaja..!napansin qng tama nman an dinadaanan q..pagdateng sa dulo ng pasilyo..inakyat ang 3 baitang at tinignan an rum.."212"!male..!sa taas p..tumalikod aq at tinakbo an hagdan ng biglangg..

"prrrrrrtttttt....![pito yan..!]hooyy..!bawal pang umakyat..!"

gitla aq..!pituhan b aman aq..?parang an sama ng ginawa q..!pinagtanggol q emfre nuh pinabalik nuh an mga studyante..peo pinilit niang nde p daw..ehh me magagawa ba q..?tumalikod at bumaba..peo i never lose hope..gumawa ng paraan..!*tingg..!* aja..!sa kabilang hagdan..soo umakyat aq sa kabilangg hagdan..nglakad ng onti at aun..!narating an CAS 312..!hibawakan q an doorknob at pinihit peo huwaaatt..?!nka lock..?!sumilip aq sa maliit nuh bintana at nakita qng alang tao.. hinahanap an mga kaklase q..nakasandal aq sa veranda ng biglangg makyat an prof q..gleng den pla xa sa drill..

prof : "oh..?bat neon k lan..?"

me : "ehh prof xe..hinarangan aq ng guard ehh..!"

prof : "nanuud lan kame ng 30 mins dian sa loob tapos bumaba nuh den kame para sa drill.."

me : "ahh ganun po ba..?sori poh late aq prof..!"

pagtingin q sa baba..tamang tama..nakita qng naglalakad c mitch..!tinawag q xa at sumenyas nuh intayin nia q..nagpaalam aq ke prof at pagkatapus nun..bumaba..nakakatawa nga xe aq lan un taong bumababa..xlang lahat umaakyat..jeje..!aun nga..nagkita kami ni mitch at sabay nuh pumunta ng lab..matagal deng kameng nagintay dahel maaga pa..nde p nmen time ng tech1..an tagal den nla mehmeh,jessa at chichan..an inet inet neong araw..kea humingi q ng powder ke aiko at naglagay sa muka..nde q muna inaus..hinayaan q munang palamigin nia an pakiramdam q..dumateng nuh c prof at pinauna nia nuh kameng pumasuk..naisipan qng pangatawanan nuh an powder sa muka hanggan matapus an tech1..pagpasuk sa loob ng lab..alang tao..nga pla..!ala kameng boys neon dahel required xlang manuud ng basketball..!waa..!ala ang tenga q..!jujuju..:c!bad3p tlga..!waaaa..!an gud part nun ehh ala c edlix meaningg alang kukulet at mangingiliti saken..!jaja..!an tagal dumateng ni prof kea nakaisip nuh aman aq ng 1 kalokohan..gugulatin q c prof..!jeje..!gawa xe sa glass an lab kea kita mu an labas..at kita ng labas an loob..sinabe q sa mga klsm8s q nuh senyasan aq pag andian nuh c maam..ayan nuh mlapet nuh..ayan nuh..!

*waaa..!*sabay dikit ng muka sa salamin

wajaja..!epektib..!nagulat nga c prof..!wajejeje..!tawa q ng tawa sa reaksyon nia..wajajaja..!etong c prof nakitawa nlan den..bute nlan nde xa kj..!dahel sa onti lan kame at puro babae pa..hinayaan nlan kame ni prof nuh gawen an gusto nmen..emfre internet to the max ito..tinulungan q c jessalyn nuh icustomize an friendster nia..bute nlan natapus nmen before the bell..!grabehh kanina parang alang buhay..an tahimik ng lab..nakakapanibaguuu..hayy..mis q nuh tenga q..!pagkatas ng tech1 PE nuh nmen..nakow..!bawal nga pla kameng mlate dun..!me warningg nuh nga pla kame..!waa..! madaleng madale kame n mimi..para kameng nasa marathon..!un bihis nmen ala p atang 5 mins..!takboo..!takboo..!ooopppsss...!umabot..!jeje..!peo anu toh..?waa..!una qng natawag pra sa exam..!aahhhh..!bad3p..!bute nlan nadistract c mam dahel me kausap xa..!jaja..!at natapus q an exam ng alang kahirap hirap..![tenk yuu sa mga klsm8s q..!]pagkatas ng exam inannounce n mam nuh ala kameng PE sa tuesday..![yess..! magbunyi magbunyi..!]an saya..!next thurs me bagu nuh aman daw xang ituturo samen.."aero"..wow..dancingg evurr toh..!pagkatas nun..derechu aman kame 5th floor pra gamitin an free 20 hours internet nmen..jeje..!peo anu nuh aman toh..?"BAWAL AN NAKA-PE UNIFORM"..waaa..!bad3p..!nagusot xe an uniform q..at an dugyot kun isusuot q xa..!peo me magagawa p ba q..?napilitang magpalit at e2 nuh q neon..tintype an entry q pra sa araw nuh toh..hayy buhay an daeng kaekekan evurr..jeje..!

yan nuh..an haba nitoo..tama nuh..baka tamarin keong basahin ehh..!jeje..!byeee..!

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OUT..

2006-08-23T21:47:00.000-07:00

it's 1242 already and yet, i still haven't moved a limb..it's a thursday..that's a weekday meaning there's skewl.."why'd i have to..?"that's the question that circles in my mind since i started my so called schooling..well..guess that's one of the questions which will never be answered..

ok..im now standin up..i hafta go to skewl..!my 1st sub's humanities..and i do enjoy that subject..[wow..now i enjoy a subject huh..?]bye byee..!

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ASAR AQ KE TENGA..!

2006-08-23T03:21:00.000-07:00

nakakaasar c tenga neong araw..!argh..!he never..as in NEVER talked to me..!ni nde nga nia q pnancn ehh..!soo being the liberated person that i am..[jaja..!]i made the first bold move..and guess what i got..?!a glance and nothing more..i was waitin for him to talk..but no words came from his mouth..i wana yell shit to his face..but i noe that's not the right thing..mea magalet p un saken..i wana shook him till his brains fall out of place..!arghhh..!

ehh nu nga aman kun nde mu q pancnin dv..?bat nu b tau..simpleng klsm8s lan..hanggan dun lan tlga..nothingg more nothingg less..im juss a person for uu..and i accept that..though i feel the complete opposite of that..hayy..ba't b xe me instances pa nuh nde ka pedeng magustuhan ng gusto mu..?!waa..!kwestyunin daw b an kagustuha ni Papa God..?ahh bstah..pag nde p q npancn tomorrow..ewan q nlan..!sasabog nuh tlga q..!

Mr. Jovi 'd pogi' Afable had given us our grades for the prelims..i failed..yess people..i did..!no shockmeter broken for it was already clear to me from the start..i knew i really wasn't doing well at logic..i guess it really IS my fault..i mean i've seen this coming and yet,i didn't do anything about it..soo yea..im a dumbass..

somethingg had gone totally wrong in my life..my tita cut off my allowance for a whole month..!yess a whole fuckingg month people..!gawd..and all i did was get my PE uniform from their house..!she said "i warned uu not to come him cos ur uncle has cancer..he can't risk his health on somethingg u have to get.." but i am CHICKEN POX CLEAR..!im free from that freakin disease or whatchamacallit..is that enough for them to cut off my allowance..?!i did not do anythingg wrongg..!and besides..argh..!i dont wana argue anymoree..i juss want september to be over..!

because of the above reason..i decided to have a job..i wana work..i wana have my own moneyy..and i mean OWN..!me en mehmeh will be job huntingg for the next couple of days..wish we'll be lucky enough to fish one..!and hopefully we'll be in the same job..!i can't wait for my first pay day..ahhh..!the smell of uur own income..!hallelujah..!

that's enough for now..i'll be workin on my myspace..

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BI ISYUU

2006-08-22T17:40:00.000-07:00

i can't belive i've been called a "BI" [again]..gawd..what did i do this time..?i've been called that for like..half of my life already..!joking..!that's NOT true ok..?

ok soo the story is..mimi [my coleds friend] has a "misunderstanding" w/ a few of her long time friends..now i thought it would be like everyone else's and eventually they would wake up one day and patch it close..but i was wrong..now my name is dragged in the story..!as in i saw my name in her post..i was mentioned in the conversation..JHEANNE..

**"they dont even know na qng anu yung klagyan q at qng anu na ba aq ngeun!! they judged me!! there's no such thing pra ijudge yung mga new fwends q!! d nla kla2 yung mga yun at ala clang rights pra ijudge clang lhat!! lalu na chie jheanne!! msyadu nla najudge cia!!"[excerpt from mimi's LATEST post]

i can't belive what i've read..i thought her friends like me..i mean..i've met one of them..i never saw this coming..i thought as friends they would be happy with what mimi is now..i did/do NOT influence her..whether good or bad..but i did help bring out the REAL her..she is what she IS now..that's what she really wants..i mean for a long time she'd been caged up with the image you've given her.. which..partly she didn't really like..cos that's not her..totally not her..!she did get used to it but did she like it..?you should really ask her..for i am xure i do know the answer..i know mimi is happy with what she is now..because i see it in her..she just can't be like this before cos she's afraid of rejection..!rejection from you guys..!pls. take note also of the good things i've done for her..not juss the so called bad ones your insisting..if you're really her friends..then don't sit there..talk to her..!work things out..!not point fingers and blame someone for being her "friend"..juss think..if i really am a BI then wouldn't you think everyone will be like aloof from me..?or if i really am..then don't let mimi get too close to me.. get you friend back..but accept what she is now..because she's totally happy..and i know that for xure..!i hope you all can be happy for her..!juss as she is for you..!

**"ngeun lng aq nkameet ng tao na sobrang mka2sundu q!!at hindi cia bad influence sken!!at naintindhan nia aq!!"[excerpt from mimi's post]

mimi.. sobrangg tenk yuu..dahel kahet nde q nihihingi pinagtanggol mu q..!and believe me nde aq gagawa ng bagay nuh ikakasama mu..i treat uu as my friend..a best friend even..!xe parehu tau ng passion s music..s boys..[jaja..!]s fud..s people..s lhat lhat..!at lam q nuh kun anu k tlga..yan an nipapakita mu sken..nde k plastic..uu say wut uu want to say..!kun me nakikita k nuh male qng gawa..pls tell me..cos i dont want to drag uu into a situation nuh nde mu gs2 at nde mabute an outcome pra xeo..!thankful den aq ke papa God dahel binigay nia ikaw..keo.. sken..pte c mitch..jessa..chichan en raisa..!sobrangg lake ng pasasalamat q dahel lam q nuh mggeng masaya,memorable at less miserable an coleds life q w/ uu guys..and for that.. sobrangg tenk yuu tlga..!mahal nuh mahal q keo..!

why am i so teary eyed..?awww..

*bow*

TOMORROW YOU'LL COME

2006-08-22T07:43:00.000-07:00

good news people..!i'll be goin to skewl tomorrow..!thankfully..an aking "cursed chicken pox" ay nde ntuloi..!meaning..xmula peo nde natuloi..!yay..!jaja..!i thought i'll be havin peklats everywhere tlga..!baet tlga n papa God..![i lovee uu..!praise uu..!]anyways..even through an absence and looongg distance..we en my ITGA dudes found a way to communicate..!w/ the help of this blog and the cbox of course..!bute nlan tlga blogspot was created..!harhar..!*sipsip*

sabe n mimi nagpa hair cut daw c tenga q..!waa..!nu kea hitsura nia..?!mlamang cute p den xa tlga..!jaja..!mis q nuh nga ung lokong un ehh..!sna lan wak nia toh mbasa..!kundi..total humiliation..!tuksuhan ever ito sa class..!waa..!

i visited this blog..of a certain "jin".. mwon xang 2 certain posts which i nearly died because of laughing..!grabeehh..and those posts nga pla made me even prouder of being a "pinoy"..!sobraa..!nakakatawa tlga..![pran me male sa grammar q..!throw me some intelligence peeps..!]visit his blog..!http://jinjiruks.blogspot.com/

till here..i'll be back tomorrow..!

*bow*

ANG KALBARYO

2006-08-21T06:26:00.000-07:00

soo tomorrow..i won't be at skewl..meaning..AN ABSENCE..!another mark at my attendance record..!for the nth time i won't be attending my classes..but this one's different..it's not for a day or two..its for a WEEK..!yess..for a whole fuckin week cos of this cursed chicken pox..!darn it..!i loathe the virus or bacteria which succumbed my nerves-of which resulted to my body's sheild mechanism failure..!am i making any sense here..?if not feel free to throw me some commonism or intelligence..i do think this is because of my "sickness halo-halo surprise"..!

anyways..im writing this post for my coleds dudes and duddettes [BSIT-ITGA]yess..mentioned..!jaja..!a few words for you all..but i'll type it in taglish for i clearly know you'll find it hard to understand deep english..as well as tagalog..mwuahahahaha..!juss kiddin..!but seriously it's better in taglish..[it'll be hard for me too..!]

MEHMEH - pinuno q nuh un taggie mu ahh..!nga pla nktx q nuh den un VOC..!peo nkktmad aman itype d2 un mga msgs nla..!wajajaja..!bla k ng magicp kun anu npguspan nmen..!gawen k daw bang psychic..?!ajee..!un blog mu dark en gloomy nuh aman..aq for a change well..a touch of pink and white aman..!jaja..! sna lan alang post dun tungkol sa chicken pox q..!baliw k tlga..!

MITCH - doooooode..!sowee kun nde nuh q nkrply ahh..!ng-expired nuh xe load q ehh..!xenxa nuh nputol tuloy an madandang takbo ng istorya..!=]txt nlan let kita pg me load nuh q..!

DIOZA - isa k pa..!sna ala deng post sa blog mu tungkol sa chicken pox q dv..!at sa wakas ngawa mu deng icopy ung cbox mu sa 1 mung blog..!wajajaja..! ngpost nga pla q dun..ala lan..sharingg..!

CHICHAN - nakow bakla..!an dae qng iwewento xeo..!un iba ipinaubaya q nuh ke meme..!pag nalaman mu un sana hangga't maaari NO VIOLENT REACTION pagdateng sa rum..!bastah c meme nuh den bahala mg explain xeo..!at pag nalaman nio nuh *ssshhh* quiet lan oki..!

RAISA - ala lan..!wajajaja..!kupal k..!me testi nuh nga pla q xeo..!aprub mu pampadagdag den un..!bigyan mu den aq kundi ipagpakakalat q nuh lalake k tlga at nde k nuh virgin..! wajajajaja..!peace..!

ANCIONETTE - wui..!paxenxa nuh ahh..!nde aq mkkapgpasa ng report q..!paxenxa nuh tlga..!kun pede lan tlga q pmnta dian..kea lan nde pede ehh..!ni pumunta nga lan ng 7-11 ayaw nuh q payagan..!paxenxa k nuh tlga ahh..!wak k sna magagalet saken..nagulo tuloy un report naten..!

BRO - ng dahel xeooo..!wajajaja..!jok lan..!salamat sa mga advices at tips..!neon alam q nuh nakasasama sa katawan an itlog..!pate ang munggo [ehh nde aman tlga q maen nun..!] magpakabaet k nga pla..wak k makikipagbasag ulo..kahet alin sa 2 mung ulo ahh..! wajejeje..!

EDLIX - wak kang kampante gaganti den aq xeo..!kala mu dian nde q malilimutan an ngawa mung torture saken s 6th floor..!alam mu bang nagkapasa q sa kamay..!KABILAAN PA..!humandaa kaaa...!waaaaa...!lahat ng mababangga ay magigibaaaa...!

PASIG BOYS - ala lan..heluuuu..!wajejeje..![jm ohh c mimi bangs daw..!wajajaja..!]

SA MGA MAHIHIRAP - ohh..blog q toh wak keo magulo waaa..!sa tingen q..tingen q lan ahh..sa inio q nahawa ehh..an dae nio xeng dalang saket sa katawan..!dapat tlga sinunod q an granpapa q nuh "refrain from being too close w/ your kind" kxe xla an magpapahamak xeo..kea e2..e2 an nageng kaparusahan q..!peo dont wori..napatawad q nuh keo..nde nio aman xe kasalanan an mageng mahirap dv..?!u have my sympathy..!sna lan wak nuh keong mandamay p ng ibang inosente at mayayamang mga nilalang..ok..!

VALIAO - wak k magalala..nasa mabuteng kamay an iyong plenster..!

KEN - hoy..!taena mu..!un lan..

IDOL - hiii..!1 wik ktang nde makakantahan..!jejeje..!at 1 wik nuh alang tatawag xeoo ng "idol"..!waaa..!

PAGOTAISIDRO - 1 week mu q nde mapapatawa..at 1 week kitang nde masisilayan..!talga ngang pananabikan q an muli kang makapiling..!

1 WEEK DEN MGA TOL..MAMIMISS NIO Q XGRADO..!WAJAJAJA..!KAPAL EHH NU..!MAMIMISS Q KEO..!JUJUJU..:c!LA NU TULOY AQ KATAWANAN AT KACHISMISAN..WAAA..!HABANG BINABASA NIO NGA PLA TOH EHH ON LINE DEN AQ..!KEA PUNTA KE0 SA TAGGIE Q AT MAGIWAN NG MSG PARA SUMAYA AMAN AQ..!INTAY Q MGA MSGS NIO AHH..!OKI..?!DUN S MGA NDE Q NMENTION..XENXA NUH POH AHH..!XADU XE KEO MADAE EHH..

oist mehmeh..!pabasa mu toh sa kanila ahh..!lam q aman ikaw unang mgbubukas ng blog q ehh..!jeje..!keo nuh den bala mg xplain sa mga profs nten..!ok mamimiss q tlga keoo sobraaa...!

ke tenga nga pla..mamimiss den kta emfre..haayy..!1 week den..!kita kits nlan s monday..!wajaja..!pran mababasa nia toh..

*bow*

BUMMED

2006-08-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

*cos i need you here tonight..

and i need you here inside

i need you here tonight..

i really really need you here..

tonight..

chorus ng here tonight..isa sa mga peborit qng song ng hale..!nde nila q fan..peo gustong gusto q to..ewan q lan..ramdam q un "longing" feeling nuh dapat mu tlga maramdaman pag naririnig mu an mga gantong klaseng song..isa factor nuh den siguro an boses ni rollie..[tama ba spell..?]haayy..bstah tanda q..nung unang beses q tong narinig..umiyak tlga q..npk-melancholic nia..!

naalala q 2loi..nung una kitang nakilala..bata p q nun..peo magaan an loob q xeo..napakaamo ng muka mu..un tipong nde k makabasag pinggan..?matangkad ka..payat..peo matikas ka..!kitang malakas ka..!at ng ngumiti ka..alam q nuh agad..magkakasundo tau..sandali lan tau nagkasama..kelangan nuh xe nameng malis..malungkot aq..nangilid an mga luha sa mata q..kusa silang bumagsak habang kumakaway aq xeo..at ikaw saken..matagal qng pinangarap an muli nateng pagkikita..kinasabikan q an muling mayakap at mahalikan ka..at pagbuhat mu saken..at pangungulet mu..at paghahabulan naten..alam q bata pa q nun..peo..alam q den..nuh..mahal kita..

dumaan an madameng taon..at nde q nuh den mabilang sa aking mga daliri an panahong nagkasama tau..may mga oras nuh aq an bibisita xeo..meon den nman nuh ikaw an pupunta samen..masaya q kapag nandian ka..masaya q kapag napapatawa kita..lumipas an mga panahon..may mga tampuhan tau..peo nareresolba naman nten..kea lan me 1 problemang wala atang lunas..

may saket k pala..nde mu sinasabi saken..!ikaw nman xe..!nde mu iniingatan an sarili mu..!bat ka ba ganyan..?!

maraming taon nuh aman an nagdaan..akala q..maayos nuh an lahat..masama pla an nagaakala..1 araw..bigla q nlan nlaman..nsa ospital k nuh pla..nde mu sinunod an utos at payo ng mga doktor..! tinuloy mu pa den an gusto mu..!bakeet..?nde mu b naicp an mararamdaman nmen..?nde aq nkpnta ng ospital nun..kla q..2ld toh ng mga nauna..pagkatapos ng ilang araw ehh ilalabas k den..peo nde..nagkamali aq..

nde k nuh lumabas..nde k nuh lumabas ulit..iniwan mu nuh q..nde mu man lan aq niintay..ni nde k man lan nagpaalam..!an sama mu..!bat ka ganyan..?!

ngayon..4 nuh taon nuh an nakakalipas..peo nde p den kita malimutan..an mga ngiti mu..an mga biro mo..an paglalamb ing mu saken..an pagtatanggol mu sa tuwing naapi nuh q..an boses mu..at sa tuwing naaalala q an mga panahong napagsamahan natin..naiiyak p den aq..tila may buhay an mga luha q..dahel kusa silang pumapatak..miss nuh miss nuh kita..sobraa..

lolo..miss nuh miss na poh kita..sana masaya ka kun nasaan ka man neon..mahal nuh mahal poh kita..!yan an mga salitang nde q kailanman nasabi sa inio..sana..naririnig nio q..!

dedicated to Mr. Jose Bernaldez [my ever so handsome and loving grandfather]

*bow*

AKO..

2006-08-19T20:42:00.000-07:00

ako..ako an taong may gustong marating sa buhay..may matataas nuh pangarap..may makulay nuh pananaw..

oo..masaya q..laging nakatawa..nakangiti..magaan an pakikitungo..oo..mahilig aq magpatawa..magpasaya..magpaligaya..

peo bakit sa tuwing nagiisa nuh q..ramdam q an matinding kalungkutan..an pakiramdam nuh mag isa q nakikipaglaban sa kalupitan ng mundo..nuh wala aq kamay nuh mahahawakan pag natatakot nuh q..na walang sasalo saken pag nahulog aq..na wala aq matatanaw sa likod q pag binalikan q an nakaraan..bakit nde q ramdam an mga tinuturing qng mga kaibigan..bakit kahit pilitin qng iwaksi sa aking isip pilit xang sumusuksok at nagpapansin..bakit naiisip q nuh nde totoo an lahat..bakit naiisip q nuh napipilitin lan xla makisama..bakit naiisip q nuh pagkatalikod q ay iba't ibang pagtuya an ibinabato saken..

nagbubulagbulagan nga ba q sa katotohanang nasa harap q nuh..nagbibingibingihan nga ba q sa mga sigaw ng mga taong nagmamahal saken..pipi nga ba q dahel nde q maibulalas an mga saloobing pilit nuh kumakawala..manhid nga ba q dahel nde q maramdaman an mga bagay nuh dapat qng maramdman..pilit q nga bang iwinawasiwas an katangahan q..an pagkukubli sa dilim..an pagkalunod sa ibang klase ng kaligayahan-na laging may kapalit nuh di mapantayang kalungkutan na tanging aq lan ang nakakaranas..aq lan at wala ng iba pa..magisang hinaharap ang mga multong matagal nuh qng tinutugis..an masaklap nuh kahapong pilit qng tinatakasan..tumatakbo aq..tumatakbo't nde tumitigil ngunit wala pa rin akong nararating..nakapako an mga paa q sa lupa..para itong kumunoy na sa bawat pagalaw ay lalo kang hihilahin pababa..pababa sa hukay nuh nakalaan sa taong nde mo kailanman makikilala..nde mo kailanman makikita..nde mo kailanman maririnig..nde mo kailanman mararamdaman..

ngunit hindi ba..ako rin ang taong iyon..

[buwan ng wika neon..igalang at ipagmalaki an wikang pinoy..!]

*bow*

TAEEEE....!

2006-08-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

this day's like..the worst ever..!sobrangg..arghh tlga..!taeee..!pagmulat ng mata q nagxmula an kalbaryo q..!at pag nde q nigawan ng paraan ay dadalin q an ebidensya nito habang buhay..!paksyet..!

REASONS**

1. i have tonsilitis..!i can't eat..it really sucks..an saket saket lumunok..nagxxmula ng mawala an boses q..!aaaahhhh..!

2. i have...THE CURSED CHICKEN POX..!gaaaahhh..!i hate it..!yq tlga nito..sobrangg naubos nuh tubig sa katawan q..naiyak q ng lahat..! taeeee tlga..!epal..!ahhhhh..!ba't neon p..?bt nde nun bata p q..?of all people..why choose me..?i can't recall anythin that i did wrongg..!at ba't s dnae dae ng saket nuh ma-acquire q..chicken pox p..!waaaaaaa..!bakit..?bakeeetttt...?!waaaaahhhhhh..![can my whinings and disgust get any worse than this..?]

3. because of the above 2 reasons..i can't have my haircut..! that makes me hate my situation more..!whhhyyyyy meeee....?!am i that of a bad girl..?!jujuju...:c

bear w/ me guys..cud sumone pls make me happy..?or even juss make me smile..?i wud really appreciate it..!plsss..?!my bro was the first one..he really made me smile..thru txt..

"bad3p tlga yan..!an kati kati p..! inis aman nde q makikita sis q..!"

aww...isn't he sweet..?it's amazing what txt msgs can do right..?anyways..juss go to em taggie and leave me a msg..!

bummed ms. psycho signing out..!

*bow*

SINUBUKANG LUMAYO..

2006-08-18T08:41:00.000-07:00

me isyu sa haybols kagabe..tungkol sa "LQ" ng isang certain couple..!1 sa mga contents ng isyu nuh un ehh an tungkol sa pagpapakasal..

nde q maintindhan..hanggan neon..kun ba't ba nagmamadali an mga tao sa buhay buhay nila..!bat..?magugunaw nuh b an mundo..?mamamatay nuh b xla..?

**TAKOT AQ MAWALA XA

marriage isn't the answer..!marriage is not a security option whatsoever..!it's a commitmnet..a give and take relationship..nde porque nagpakasal nuh keo ehh nde nuh mawawala yang "mahal" mu..kun nde aman tlga keo serious sooner or later mge-end an lahat between the 2 of you..!kea nga me annulment..divorce at separation dv..?

**BAT K AMAN MAGPAPAKASAL SA TAONG NDE KA XURE..?AT KUN LAM MU NUH NDE XA MAGLA-LAST FOREVER..?

people..!there's no such thing as forever..! it's juss a word to describe a loongg period of time..kun nage-exist an forever ba't me death..?as i said..nde aman dpat "mirror of perfection" an relationship ng 2 tao ehh..!give and take nga..!nde aman dpat all out gad ehh..!panu pg napabayaan muy sarili mu..?magegeng losyang ka..?sa tingin mu ba nde magiisip an partner mu nuh humanap ng iba..?i noe it's really cliche peo that's a woman's worst nightmare..! nanyayare ho yan sa 22ong buhay..!

**PANU NGA BA MALALAMAN KUN RIGHT TIME NUH..?

well..for me i've always believed nuh ala yan sa edad..kahet nuh early or late 30's k..or kun ms matanda k p dian..[except kun minor p ahh..!that's a big NO NO!]dpat tlga stable keo s lat ng aspects ng life..financially..physically.. mentally..spiritually..emotionally..!at emfre dahel sa mahal nio an isa't isa..nde dahel sa "kelangan" or "napilitan"..!sv nga ng mga elders.."an pagpapakasal ay hindi parang kanin nuh pag napaso ka ay pwede mong iluwa"..dapat den kilala nio nuh an isa't isa..in and out..!

nde aman nten dpat minamadali an mga bagay bagay..we have our lives to live.. dreams to fulfill..a masters to achieve..shoes to buy..dress to wear..i mean..sa tingen nio b mae-enjoy nio an married life at an early age..?habang an mga kaedaran nio ehh nagagawa an mga gusto nila..ikaw nagmumukmok..dahel me limitations nuh..grounds to follow..!we have our whole and beautiful future ahead of us..!soo why bother thinkin like a matured one when we all noe ur still a child..? being married is a whole new responsibility..a new life..new kind of happiness, i admit..!peo not this time..not this early..plss think logically..think a gazillion times before you act..!

SI TENGA..

2006-08-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

SI TENGA..

hayy..!sobrang gusto q nuh xa..ewan q kun batit..peo minsan lan aq mkramdam ng ganito..un ganitong intensity ng "infatuation"..?!ewan q b..?! factors kun batit..

1. cute xa..ajee..!

2. matalino..sa numbers..!weakness q un..dahel mahina aq sa numbers..!

3. an kyut kyut nia mg-smile..katunaw..!

4. simpleng tao..

5. soobrangg humble..alang kahangin hangin sa katawan..!

yan..yan an mga dahilan.. mababaw ba..?siguro..?peo yan an mga dahilan kun ba't q xa gusto..!kea ala ng pakielamanan..!ajee..!

nagtataka den siguro keo kun ba't "tenga" nu..? wak nio nuh alamin..!bstah pauso nmen yan ni memeh..!wajajaja..!nde malaki tenga nia ahh..!bstah kalokohan lan nmen yan..!wajejejeje..!

PRGLF/MATH

yan an mga subjs. nuh bagsak q..!ewan q b..!bat b nde aq pinagpala ng katalinuhan sa numbers..?[2lad ni tenga..?]klangan tlga imention xa dv..?!anyway..grabeehhh sobrangg bad3p..!kasabay q nga kanina ung prof q sa logic ehh..!akalain mu taga- taguig den xa..?tipas to be exact..!nahihiya aq dahel alam q nuh bagsak aq s knia..! waahhhh..!ni nde aq makatingin ng derechu..!siguro dahel nuh den sa kawafuhan nia..! ajajajaja..!lam q kun xnu man an mga estudyante ni mr jovi "d pogi" afable ay sasangayun sa mga nasaad dito..!nde b..?!ajejeje..!tama nuh nga..bastah bagsak aq.period.

ENG/HU

yan aman an mga subjs. nuh npasa q..!ajee..! 1.5 at 1.75 aq..!lakas ng loob ipangalandakan xe mataas..samantalang sa major nia..! juju :c..!bastah masaya q..tapos..!

kagabe sobrangg an sama ng pakiramdam q..!umatake nuh aman un saket q sa mata..!an saket saket nia..!kea un..nadamay an buong katawan q..mula ulo hanggan talampakan..!paran an sarap dukutin ng mata q..! dahel dun ehh nde aq nakapasuk ng math..!dapat tlga ehh nde nuh q papasuk..kea lan me quiz kame sa logic..[wuss..pran me isasagut ahh..!]un..kea ala q sa mood nun english nmen..!peo ng recite p den aq khet panu..!

THE BEGINNING OF A NEW..HAIRDO..?!

yes madlang people..mgpapagupit nuh q..!bstah tignan nio nlan bukas pix q sa frenster..at kun sisipagin ehh ipopost q nuh den d2..oki..?! xcyted nuh nga q ehh..!weeeee...!

AN PANGUNGULET NI EDLIX..!

bad3p..!an kulet kulet ho ng nilalang nuh toh..![esteh alien pala..!ajee..!]grabeeh napagud aq sa knia kanina..!kilitiin at habulin ba aman aq sa 6th floor..?!at talagang nde nia nitigilan hanggat nde dumadateng un prof nmen..!as in sobrangg nagmamakaawa nuh q dahel malakas tlga kiliti q..!dedma lan..bstah makulet nia q..! haaayyyy..!abnormal tlga..!

ALAM NUH NIA..!

e2 tlga an bad3p..!dahel lam nuh nia nuh crush q xa..!an dada ng kun xnung nagsv sa knia..![un 1 q tong crush..!=)]ooohhh...!sobraaa..!nahihiya nuh 2loi aq sa knia..!bute nlan nde xa un tipong "lumalayu"..?asuuuss..!

ALANG SESSION NEON!

it's a miracle..!jeje..!sv ni dadi yoh lie low daw muna kame..!dahel nuh den siguro dun sa incident last wik..!ok lan..at least for once maaga q nkauwi smen..!wajajajaja..!

ok yan nuh muna..NAKAKATAMAD NUH MGTYPE..!

topsy turvy..

2006-08-13T08:58:00.000-07:00

now i am officially stupified..!and..lonely..hurt..
feels like shit..

i am sooo hurt..

of all people..

it was you who've done this kind of shit to me..

and for that i hate you..

i really really do..

but still..

i can't help but..

love you..

i am soo fuckin stupid to fall for you..!

i hate you i hate you i hate you!

i wonder why until now..

why you..why me..

argh..!i am soo paranoid right now..

i wanna stab you to death..!

see what you've done to me..

see what you've caused..

you shattered my life..

my dreams..my everything..

because you are my life,my dreams and my everything..

now that you're gone..

all of it's lost..

the fantasy's over..

and now im back to reality..

facing the monsters you've created..

i could not fathom why..

how..how..?!

why don't you speak..?!

can't you hear me..?!

why are you like that..

am i not good enough..?

i feel soo neglected..

and down..

it feels like..

hell..

I HATE YOU..!

why did you broke my heart..

:c

it's a sunday..

2006-08-13T06:37:00.000-07:00

haayy..ang buhay q talaga..napaka-booriingg..!ewan q b..minsan pran gusto qng mabuhay na lan sa 1 pelikula..sa 1 fairy tale..fiction in short..!though we all know it doesn't really exist..of course that's why it's called "fiction"..!

e2 q neon..as usual..facing the pc..!nagsasawa nuh nga q sa itsura nito ehh..!imake over q kea xa..?!oh..nga pla..!kchat q c idol JONELL neon..[tama nuh yan ahh!]gleng nga q s blog nia ehh..en as i read his posts..i thought.."napaka sipag nia mgpost..! nakakahiyaaa..!"..soo..!e2..ngpost aq..!jaja..!ehh gumawa q nito ehh soo definitely it's my responsibility to at least visit en type even a short post dv..?!pran mggeng worthless aman ng effort q [at ng pangungulet n idol vin] kun nbbalewalain q toh..! nde aman s nitatamad aq..or binabalewala q tlga xa..peo ala lan tlga q maicp nuh ipost neon ehh..actually meon aq dpat ippost kea lan nde q nuh itinuloy..meju tear jerking xa..!nanyare sken last wik..!but..i decided NOT to post it anymore cos of a "personal thing"..!bstah..meju nkkhiya s mga taong involved..but for the record it's NOT about my lovelife ok..!for everyone's knowledge i am SINGLE en loving it..!im free to do anything i want..not worrying about someone being angry at me cos of my so called irresponsiblity,naiveness and stubborness..no concerns whatsoever at someone being part of my "life"..hey..!see..this is why i don't like postin w/out a specific topic..!im blabbing bout my lovelife now..ONLINE..!arghh..!i hope nobody reads this..!let's see..!heellloooo...!is anybody there..?!or..here..?!hellooo..?! hmm..no one's answerin..guess nobody's here..!yay..!celebration..!ajee...!im listening to "mahiwaga" right now..it's a really kewl song..!i'll drop a few lines for you all..

*ikaw ba yon..?

hanggang neon

ako'y mayron pa ring pagtingin

sisisihin,sabihing ako'y sinungaling

guess who's song it is..[clue: join the club] any wild guesses..?ok..you right there..ohh..!no..it's not parokya's..!im sorry..!how bout you there sir..?aww..it's not sugarfree's either..no it's not slapshock's too..or urbandub..!figures no one could answer it..well..keep rackin your brains people..maybe you'll get it next time..and if you do..jus go to my cbox en type ur answers ok..!for now it's bye bye..!

[kasalukuyan aqng nigugulo ni jayson baboy neon..argh..!wak k mgulo..!ahhh..!taena lasing k nuh..! asfidfjdjfdsij <- xa me gawa nian..!epal..!22ong babay nuh toh tagay q nuh ehh..see yah..!ciao..!]

*bow*

TEAR JERKER..

2006-08-13T06:31:00.000-07:00

Minsan Pa
Join The Club

Di ko mawasto ang kilos ko
Ang paghakbang di magaan
At madalas mahila ang
Aking isipan tila habang

Ngayong lumuluha
Biglang-bigla, sumagi sa isipan
Bukas,makalawa wala ka na
Lungkot ba'y maiibsan?

Wag mong pilitin na limutin
Ang damdaming minsan pa
Wag sabihin
Na hindi kayang lampasan
Wag mong sabihin sa sarili
Kung hindi na tunay pa
Panalangin sana lang may minsan pa

Di ko matanto,ang ibig mo
Pang-agam ay di madaan
Sa di pangkaraniwan na
Pag-ibig na tulad nito

Ngayong lumuluha
Biglang-bigla, sumagi sa isipan
Bukas,makalawa wala ka na
Lungkot ba'y maiibsan?

Wag mong pilitin na limutin
Ang damdaming minsan pa
Wag sabihin
Na hindi kayang lampasan
Wag mong sabihin sa sarili
Kung hindi na tunay pa
Panalangin sana lang may minsan pa

Malilipasan ng panahon
Ang pagibig nating nakahon
Kahit akma satin ang isat-isa
Pahintulutan mo ba ako
Na mawala sa iyo ng lubos
Ibabalik ba ang libong halik natin

Wag mong pilitin na limutin
Ang damdaming minsan pa
Wag sabihin
Na hindi kayang lampasan
Wag mong sabihin sa sarili
Kung hindi na tunay pa
Panalangin sana lang may minsan pa

bagung idol..

2006-08-11T21:04:00.000-07:00

ME BAGU Q IDOL..AN "PUNK ROMANSA"..GRABEEHH ASTIGUEN..!TAGA-UE XLA..PAGKAKAALAM Q EHH MGA FRESHMEN DEN..3 LAN XLA SA BANDA..MGA KANTA NILA "MAY BAGYO WALANG KLASE", "PADER" AT "CONGRATULATIONS"..NAKAKATUWA..PARAN CHOPSEUY MUSIC PEO NOT TOTALLY..!NAKIPAG-PICTURE DEN AQ SA KANILA..!EMFRE IDOL EHH..!AJEE..!AN KULET NGA NILA KASAMA EHH..!TANGA Q LAN XE NALIMUTAN Q ITANUNG UN MGA PANGALAN AT COURSE NILA..SAYANG XE NDE ATA XLA CCSS EHH..!AUN..MABUHAY ANG PUNK-ROMANSA!

*bow*

2006-08-11T20:09:00.000-07:00

as promised..ajee..!finally nagising nuh q..!wajejejeje..!maaga pa nga kun tutuusin ehh..anyway..

un nga..i'll get started nuh..

kahapon..[friday,august 12,2006] ay 1 napakasayang araw..ang mga dahilan..?

1. 3rd leg ng myx campus tour sa UE

2. me nakilala q bagong idol

2. kinausap aq ni jamir..!

4.emfre friday,ibig sabihin,me session kame dv..?!

unang dahilan..!ang mga bandang offered ng myx samen ay slapshock,6cycle mind at protein shake..!astigue talaga..!an saya kahapon..nageng mosh pit ang quadrangle ng UE..!kahet umuulan..sige lan..! napakalinis q kagabi..soobraa..!un sapatos q nde q nuh makilala..!un blouse q nde nuh puti..!brown nuh dahel sa putik..!wah..!peo soya lan..!danun talga..normal nuh un..!wajejejeje..!unang tumutugtog an protein shake..!napansin nila q dahel sa hawak qng poster nila..!tinuro q ni tudi..!ajee..!at emfre exposure un sa camera..take note..naka-focus pa..!wah..!sumunod an 6cycle..!kantahan to the max..!emfre mga kanta nila kabisadu ng halos lahat ng tao..[nde q maka relate..nde q kabisadu ehh..] nde aq napansin..xe ala q poster nila ehh..!ajee..!kinanta nila un prinsesa ng teeth..!masaya dahil matagal tagal q nuh deng nde naririnig ang kantang un..!huling tumutugtog emfre..save the best for the last..an dakilang slapshock..!woooh..! grabeeh un an pinakamasayang moment..!paglabas pa lan nila..sigaw agad aq..!tinuro den aq ni jamir dahel me hawak aq nuh poster nila..!ayaw pa kame palapitin..me harang..ehh un mga member ng council emfre pede nagsaslaman nuh xla sa harap..an ginawa q lumusot aq at lumapit dun sa pinkaharap..!sa harap mismo ni jamir..!tamang tama aman biglang bumaba xa..sinamahan nia kame sa ilalim ng ulan..!grabeehh nakipag slaman den c jamir..e2 p..nihawakan nia q..!wajejejeje..!peo bagu pla un nexpose nuh aman aq sa camera..!ajee..focus let saken emfre..!wooh..baka sumikat aq nito ahh..! grabeeh un slaman pagdating sa slapshock..iba talga sila..!lalu nuh nung nipagbigyan nila un request nmen nuh tugtugin nila un agent orange..?!sila lan un ngrant ng request..!un protein nde tinugtug un ganyan..tas un 6cycle nde tinugtug un sige.. kahit nuh nirequest nuh ata ng buong skewl..peo soya lan den un..soya aman tugtug nila ehh..!pagkatas ng concert diretso q backstage..!papapirma q dapat un poster q ng protein kahet basa nuh xa..!kea lan..malis gad xla ehh..!naiwan slapshock shka 6cycle..an tagal lumabas ng slapshock..humingi aq ng favor ke ate nuh kun pede nia p-autograph un bigay saken ni jamir nuh poster ng bagu nilang album..sabi nia sige daw..!ehh d un nga..!kea sa 6cycle muna tau..ajee..!un nga..makyat kame ng stage at nakipagpicture picture sa kanila..!am baet nila xe kahet basa kame nakayakap at nakaakbay pa den xla..all smiles p..!nakaalalay pa xla dahel malapet kame sa dulo ng stage..baka daw mahulog kame..!lalu nuh c kuya chuck..?!nakakatuwa xa..wah!pagkatas nun balik aq sa backstage..tamang tama..binalik nuh saken ni ate un poster q..! kumpleto..!wajajaja..!lahat pumirma..!the best..!sana nibigyan den nila q ng cd nila..!ajee..!an kapal ng muka ehh nu..?!the best talaga an gabing un..an saket pa den ng katawan at lalamunan q hanggang neon..!

pagkatas ng kaguluhan sa UE..[danun..?!] derechu kame kina dadi yoh..!nagumpisa nuh pla xla..! peo soya lan..pede aman humabol..kwentuhan to the max..ng mga nanyare sa UE..nde xe nla tinapus ehh..ehh d un nga..masaya kame..wentuhan..biglang me lumapet..me binastos daw kame nuh kebigan nia..lahat kame paran "huh..?!xnu..?"..mga 15 mins xgroh bagu kame cinonfront ehh me lumapet samen..sabi nia tg-UE daw xa..ewan q peo pran emloyee danun..lasing nuh ehh..kea nde nmen xadu npansin..nisakyan lan nmen trip nia..ala aman kame nisabing masama..o nigawa..kea gulat kame nun sinabihan kameng me binastos daw kame..tas sabi pa "dissolve" nuh daw..kala q kun anu un ibig nia pala sabihin magsiuwian nuh kame..kea lan nde kame muwi..tuloy pa den kame..nde nia talaga kame nitigilan..pabalik balik xa..nde nalan nmen nipansin dahel sa lasing nga xa..at sabi nila dadi yoh normal nuh daw un sa knia..danun tlga un..kea un nga..kawawa nuh aman saken si perez..ajee..!lgueh aman ehh..nakakatuwa xa pagtripan..pate c dadi yoh..?!ajee..!pate pla si marlon..!nakow..!talaga aman.."nadissolve" kame 230am ata..?an aga diba..?ajee..!an lalayo pa ng mga haybols nmen..fairview,pasig,bicutan,cubao bastah..!un nuh un..!kasabay q muwi an pasig boys..[ala nga lan xna jericho at edlix] muntik pang mawalan ng wallet c jm..bumalik pa let xa kina dadi yoh kahet nuh nakasakay nuh kame..kulet nga xe am bilis nila.. nahabol pa nila un jeep..!an tagal xe nmen nakatigil..napatakbu pa tuloi c manu..! wah..!aun nga..nakauwi aq 4 am nuh..haayyy..!nde nuh nk-OL xna idol at kimmy..sayang!

speakin of idol.."BELATED APEE BEERDAY DOL!" xenxa nuh kun late pagbati q xeo ahh..nawili ehh..ajee..!sana masaya ka kahapun..!nde nuh tau nakakapag-chat nu..?!nakakamiss nuh nga mga banat mu ehh..wajejeje..!

yan muna..mea me ipopost aq kalungkutan syndrome aman..!

tapus nuh..

*bow*

ajee..

2006-08-11T13:24:00.000-07:00

e2..me amats nuh aman aq..kkauwi q lan..wah..!alas-4 nuh ng umaga..!haayy..bukas q nlan iwwento xeno mga nanyare sken neong linggong ito..makabagbag damdaming posts nuh aman..paalam..esteh..mea..intay nio lan..!ok..!babay..!

*bow*

another one..

2006-08-06T20:33:00.000-07:00

"ERROR"

so closedear
they are caged within
blinded by the light
coming from the unforgiven
let the blood drip unto your crushed broken heart
deaf from the screaming soul
they have forgotten
tied on a never ending rope of disaster
you shan't be seen nor held
never lose hope
for we'll fly away
and never return
never..it's a promise

updates

2006-08-06T18:56:00.000-07:00

ok..soo i wont be updatin this blog of mine for about..uhmm..4 days i think..i'll be busy at skewl..[yea right..!]ajee..jus feel free to browse and then go to the cbox after!thanks a lot ya'll..!adios amigos..!ajee..i really must say see yah..!

i hafta go..im late for skewl..omgash!

ciao..!

*bow*

tooooooooot

2006-08-06T08:24:00.000-07:00

GAAWD..I AM SOOO CRAVIINGG FOR CHOCOLATES RIGHT NOW..

WAIT..BRB..EM GONNA RAID OUR FRIDGE..TEEHEE

WANT SOME COFFEE..A HAVE A BIG MUG FULL..

*bow*

I STILL DONT KNOW

2006-08-05T23:24:00.000-07:00

iono..maybe we should have tried a lil bit harder.or a LOT more harder.than being relaxed and contented by what we had.or should i say we didn't have.i mean how could anyone feel happy with our 'arrangement'.?its the most fucked up thing ever.!yes,i hadn't gathered any guts before to say this.maybe because i cant do it.because i was scared to lose you.but now that i LOST you,there's nothin to be scared of.!and logically thinkin of everythin now,it was the worst thing ever.!i cant believe we've carried on like that for half a year.!i suffered for almost 2 weeks.i've cried all the liquid inside me.i've torn every letter.i've erased every message.i've screamed my voice out.and after doing that for a while,i felt..

light.happy.bouncy.

yes.finally i've moved on.im sure now.everything which happened between us is now HISTORY.there's no more reason to dig up the past.or for talks.or for us to see each other.im over you.the bitterness which succumbed me has now left.maybe looking for another victim.nonetheless,i am very much satisfied with my life now.my life wothout you,finally.!

thank you for everythin you had and had not done for me.if it weren't for you,i would've been weak until now.thank you.and that's filled with sincerity.and hope and prayers that you will find somebody which is the total opposite of me.because seriously,me-types are not for you.goodbye forever.

*bow*

ISANG MASAKLAP NUH KATOTOHANAN..

2006-08-05T22:41:00.000-07:00

SI BIBOY RENIA..ANG AKING IDOLO..HINAHANGAAN..TINITILIAN..
SINUSUPORTAHAN..

MERON NUH PALA XANG MINAMAHAL..!SA LOOB NG 5 MAHABANG TAON..KASAMA SA IISANG BAHAY..KAHATI SA IISANG KWARTO..KASABAY SA IISANG HAPAG..

ISANG MASAKLAP NUH KATOTOHANAN NGA BA..?!PARA SAKEN.."OO"!SIGURO AY NORMAL NUH YUN SA ISANG TAGAHANGANG KATULAD KO..ANG MASAKTAN PAG NALAMANG MAY NOBYA/NOBYO NUH ANG KANILANG IDOLO..ISANG GULAT AT DUROG NUH REAKSYON ANG MAAANINAG SA AMIN..NGUNIT SA KABILANG BANDA AY MALIGAYA AKO PARA SA KANILA..DAHIL SA LOOB NG MATAGAL NUH PANAHON AY SILA PA DEN..NDE NAGBAGO ANG PAGTITINGINANG LAAN PARA SA ISA'T ISA LAMANG..TUMAGAL LAMANG NG 5 MINUTO ANG AKING DRAMA..PAGKATAPOS NUN..ISANG MATAMIS NUH NGITI ANG SUMILAY SA AKING MGA LABI..

GUDLUCK XENO IDOL..SANA AY TUMAGAL PA KEO.. MARAMING MALILIGAYA AT MATATAMIS NUH PANAHON PA NG PAGSASAMA!HIHINTAYIN KO ANG ORAS NG PAGHARAP NIO SA DAMBANA..SANA NGA AY MAGTULOY TULOY NUH ANG MAGANDA NIONG SIMULA..!

*bow*

HAPPY!YOU!

2006-08-05T06:20:00.000-07:00

ok soo i forgot to mention that my sissiee MS. PAULA ANA MARIE SUNGA celebrated her 16th birthday last august 3,thursday!aww sis..your getting older!jaja!finally your 16!sweet..?suupeerr!

and this august 8, MS. EDELSTEIN VALDEZ and MS. PAULINE FHE ROCES [my fellow kikays] will celebrate their 17th birthday!your gettin older nuh den!harhar!

august 9 aman..BESPREN q an celebrant!oohh a mom at 17 ahh!jeje!woot!ehh di magpapainum ka nian..?!

sa 12 aman papa q at nasnip q an celebrants!tas sa 16 un kapated q..!grabeeh!an dae namang me beerday ng august!

calculatin the months..ibig sabihin december nagsimulang nabuo an mga taong yan!at dahel madaeng naipanganak ng august.. generally speaking..DECEMBER IS A BABY MAKING MONTH!harhar!soobraang addict magicp talaga c ako..!

grabeehh ahh!all of you are like 17 and 18 nuh..while me..a 16 year old gal pa den!juju!unfair!dont worry jheanne..your day will surely come..wait for 3 months en 19 days!yay!

*bow*

LAZY ME

2006-08-05T05:42:00.000-07:00

ugh.i woke up at about 12 pm today!en when i was about to greet everbody on my fonelist a gud morning..guess wut..?yea..CHECK OP nuh q!jujuju!T_T..bummer!gawd.. bad3p suupeerr!wrong timing soobra!ala aq pibao neon..ubos nuh ehh!!

soo much for my "kabad3pan ever" scene..!

mbes nuh friday..nmove an sked ng session nmen to thursday..meaning maigcng pagsasama sama..majority of us pede every friday lan..soo mga 8 pm plan ata an dae ng nalagas sa liga ng mga tomador sa UE..sooo sad..cos even when i still dont want to i hafta go home!first cos ala nuh q kasabay muwi!2nd muwi gad c mehmeh!meaning ala q confider at kchismisan!jaja!3rd en last.. aq nlan un "lalake" dun..tas 4 nlan kme..ayaw q nga!jaja!speakin of sessions..sabe ng mga tol q meju napapadalas nuh daw pginum q..makakasama nuh daw sken un..baka daw lalu q "maligaw ng landas"..well..yeah in some way!vices q nuh talaga since h.s. [or younger!] an yosi at toma..but un sessions nmen is not for mere drinking lan talaga..pran it's our medium na den ehh..i mean..dito kame ngeng mgkka-close..un as in soobra!dito i found out soo many things bout my klasm8s [en so-called-friends] nuh nde q xguroh mlalaman kun nde kame ngs-sessions!dito q ngeng kaibigan xna jericho!jaja!xa xe un paran most hated person q date!date lan ahh..neon nalaman q nuh ok pala xa!tas dito q den nalaman nuh parehu pala kame ng childhood environment ni perez..nuh me ligawan nuh palang nagaganap between aiko en james..dito q den nakilala un family ni dadi yoh..bastah!an daeng good outcomes ng session nmen..peo im not sayin nuh we should all drink our asses out every chance possible para lan makasundo un mga taong nasa paligid naten..what im trying to say is..as long as we don't abuse it..i think it's ok!means of enjoyment talaga un..not an addiction whatsoever..!lam q nuh masama xa..pewo that's me..i do it..even before pa!and i find it hard to turn my back from it..don't worry mga tol!i can control myself aman!i noe when to stop!and when i say stop i mean really STOP!im very happy dahel lam q nuh nag-aalala keo!neon lam q nuh talaga ngang ayaw nio q mapasama!and you really want what's best for me..!soo for that,soobraang THANK YOU!!

isa pa palang bummer sa week q!i haven't seen HIM!yea..kuya math..grabeeh..!1 whole week nde q nakita! asar talaga!ala tuloy aq inspiration to study en pursue math!nyaak!jaja!exag nuh b..?!anyways..soobraang nakakalungkot xe pag tumitingin aq sa left side ala aq nakikita..isang bakanteng silya!haayy!sana sa monday pumasok xa!para masaya nuh q!!

isa pa uleng bummer!bagsak aq sa quiz nmen sa prglf!well..actually lahat kame bagsak!i dont know if i should consider that as a good thing..but what IS good about all of us failing is..na move an sked ng prelims namen from friday to monday! helloo..?xnung prof ba aman an matutuwa pag whole class an bumagsak sa quiz..?soo u nga..august nuh nasa prelims pa den kame!harhar!!

i think xadu nuh mahaba tong entry q nuh toh!soo..i better stop..ciao..!

*bow*

COPY PASTE [PART2]

2006-08-02T03:29:00.000-07:00

another day..another fresh [NOT!] start..yea..i jus woke up people!wah!wut..?its jus 915..?i usually wake up at about 10 or 1130..soo be proud of me wakin up this early!anyways..so much for my excessive whnings!yesterdays totnacksz 1 year en 5 month anniversary..en i can't xplain to ya'll how much i miss em! yesterdays like a reminiscing moment for me..times weve shared together..the year we were formed..when we were like always hangin out at every time possible!when we were always complete..i miss those days..it's not like that were not seein each other enimore..but hangin out comes like really seldom.. cus u noe..we're in college..we go to different universities..our schedules just dont match up..not like in highschool that we share the same room..the same schedule..the same hell prof..that's why i really really really REALLY miss em! thank god the cellphone was invented!jaja!en the telephone!en also the internet..at least though not personally..we have an alive communication w/ each other..i mean how can anyone stand not seein or hearin from their friends w/c you've shared life for like forever?!haaaaiii..i remember when we graduated..[different batches though..]i told emself.."you will not cry!you can always see them if you want to!"..all was fine then..i controlled emself..but then when we sang "thank you" w/c was like our parting song..i an't control it enimore!we were like in the middle of the quadrangle crying en hugging![only we,the girls,cus the boys were like laughing their asses out!] of course girls are the more emotional en sensitive ones that's why our tears are soo shallow!soo anyways we were crying en all..en then suddenly bursting out in laughter cus we look soo stupid in the middle of like hundreds of people!jaja!en then the part where i said "i can always see them if i want to"..i now understand that it's difficult..cus u noe the schedule en all..i hafta skip class to actually be w/ them!i miss em tambay days when will do nothin but laugh and eat like breathing is NEVER an option!and of course the toma sessions we always have at choi's!wah!let's stop this!i dont wanna start whining!jaja!i jus really miss you em tols!i hope our next beerday will be better!i mean..hope we'll be together..hangin out again!even if it's just a while..cus i can't tell you the extent of em missing feeling..ok ok..it's getting corny!jaja!jus always take care of yourself!if there's a problem..jus yell *tooooooot*nacksz!always remember that everyone's here for everyone!ok..?aylabyuuu all!keep on rawckin those fUckin universities!woot woot!0_o

*bow*

COPY PASTE [PART 1]

2006-08-02T03:24:00.000-07:00

hmmm..i never thought college life will be this fun..i always said "college life will suck..em tols will not be around"..but then..it turned out to be a blast!im not sayin its better w/out em tols huh..im jus u noe..at least happy to be on a good track..not like feelin miserable cus im away from them..UEs ok..kewl skewl..kewl people..kewl dudes..though sometimes they freak me out cus theyre like..too nice..for me..i mean im used to havin eyes starin at me..or talks,whispers,murmurs when i walk by..maybe people here are like matured or somethin..or maybe im just speakin too soon..after all its jus im first sem..nonetheless..im very happy by the way things are makin out for me..actually i have like a circle of kewl new dudes already!we call ourselves "monster inc"..pretty childish huh..?well anyways..they're really kewl!we always hang out..eat together..laugh!they're like my partners in crime!jaja!that's why i miss en not miss totnacksz!get it right..?i noe you do!en oh..i have this klasm8..[were on a block section..meaning i'll be seein the same faces each and everyday!but idc..]who looks a lot like *toooot*.. enione who really noes me would noe who em talkin bout..!when i first saw him..i was like "OMG..?!he looks jus like *tooot*"..well of course i did'nt say *toot* cus that'll be jus plain stupid knowin that em talkin to myself en all.. anyways..since then..i have this feelin of awkwardness whenever im around him..i tend to be aloof from him..and then this one who looks like biboy renia..![w/out the kewl hair do though!] well..not like really look like him..but whenever i see him i remember biboy!..en then one who looks like jimmy bondoc..no comment enimore..oh!oh!en i have this klsm8 who sounds like big brother!jaja!seriously!no joke!i really am serious!it seems like he swallowed a mic w/ matchin loud speaker en dist all in one!jaja! now that's a joke..en an exaggeration!well..i hafta go!jus thought of updatin this blog of mine..ciao y'all!jaja!keep on rawckin!0_o

*bow*

THE DAMNED

2006-08-02T03:19:00.000-07:00

i lie awake..

with nothing in my head..

out my window, everything was taken..

each waking day..

i watch this world pass me by..again..

as i spend the last seconds of my life..

i try hard to feel the warmth of it all..

but the shadows haunt my being..

and keeps me away..

and then i know..

it will never come..

it will never come back..

ever again..

like always..

as if cursed..

though,im still hoping..

are you..?

*bow*

IM OKAY

2006-08-02T03:07:00.000-07:00

bummed out today..

1] i was late for math class..again!argh!i didnt understand the topic!again..as always..when will i..?iono..does anybody know..?guess not!what's worse is..the reason why i go to that godforsaken class wasn't there!HE [yea..a guy im crushin] was absent!wah!curses!i really miss him..i haven't seen him for like..forever!ok ok!im exaggerating again..

2] im such a spender..bugs are what youll find in my wallet..

3] im sooooo NOT in the mood today for anythin..excep eatin..

4] i cant register sa unli!cos its 6 already..

see the reasons..?ok i know its petty but thats me..and im really bummed!

short post..

*bow*

HAPPY HAPPY!

2006-08-01T03:40:00.000-07:00

todays a super day!grabeh an saya q!1 q sa mga highest sa prelims namen sa humanities!an saya saya q grabeh!4 kame..aq lan un lalake!jaja!kea lan..bukas xgradong malungkot aq!itlog aq sa PRGLF namen!bute nalan quiz lan un..nde prelims..magaaral nuh nga q..[NOT!]

nde q lam kun anung pumasok sa utak nitong c sehj at biglang nagayang uminom..hmm..sv nia nammiss nia daw xe kame..aww..katats!

speaking of "miss"..HAPI 1 YEAR EN 5 MONTHS ANNIV TOTNACKSZ!grabe mga tol!an tagal nuh naten..kelan kea ulet tau mgsasama sama..?

speaking of "sama sama" jaja!an dae amang speaking of..ehh d un nga..mgktext kame ni jackie kgv..at biglang napsuk sa usapan namen c tatay berms..an tagal tagal nuh namen xang nde nakikita! ala kame communication sa kaniya..ala man lan xang naibigay nuh landline or cel no. samen..kea nagplanu kame ni jackie..

"OPLAN HANAP TATAY BERMS - SAGIP KA-TOTNACK"

layunin nito na mahanap at muling makapiling ang nawawalang totnackian nuh c rowel bermas!habang lumilipas ang mga minuto ay dumadame nuh ang mga kasapi at gustong sumali sa oplan namen!sana aman magtagumpay kame..!

beerday ni mitch neon!kebigan at klasm8 q xa sa ue!18 nuh xa..nax dalaga nuh!jeje! woohohh kainan nuh!

nakow..me kasalanan pala q ke idol jonelle!nde aq nakapag -OL sa pinagusapan nameng oras!nakalimutan q xe nuh beerday nga pla ni mitch neon! idol sowee poh!bukas pwamis talaga!

wawa un bro q!me saket xa neon..specifically bulutong!grabe..sa diname dame ng magiging saket!pagaling ka bro!

yan muna..next time nuh lan let..ok..babay!

*bow*

ADDICT NUH..

2006-07-31T04:13:00.000-07:00

nakow!nadek nuh nga ata q sa blog ahh..c loloy xe ehh..e2 q neon..ngrent pra lan makapag post.. jaja!kasama q mga klasm8s q..naengganyong gumawa ng blog..e2ng 1 me post agad..excited nuh! padami nuh ng padami ang populasyon nateng mga bloggers..jaja!

asar talaga q ke bro..nakipagaway nuh naman xa..yun pa naman ang pinaka ayaw kong ginagawa nia..kung nakita nio lan ang mukha nia..puro band aid!talaga aman!tas me saket pa xa!pumasuk pa..sabe q wak nuh xa pumasuk..sayang daw un baon..tsk..tsk..1 pang addict.. hay talaga aman..

kasalukuyan kong kchat ang idol jonelle q..malalim at makahulugang mga bagay ang natutunan q sa kaniya..oo..napakadami kong nalalaman..natutuklasan..na akala ko nde nge-exist..yun pala nasa harap ko lan..ngunit hindi ko pinapansin..nanatiling nakapinid ang pintuan nga aking mga mata..kahit alam kong sa kabilang dako nandun ang katotohanan..ang katotohanang magpapalaya saken..tama si idol..nagpapadaig ako sa nasa loob..imbes na harapin ang realidad ng mundo..patuloy kong iwinawasiwas ang katangahan ko..ipinagpipilitan ang pekeng panaginip.. hindi naman talaga mahirap..nasa isip ko lan lahat..oo..ako nga siguro ang problema..

ako nga ba..????

*bow*

ANOTHER DAY

2006-07-30T17:55:00.000-07:00

haayy..i jus woke up..i found it hard to get out of bed..c'mon people!its monday en raining..wut do you expect of me..soo i was lyin in my bed..thinkin if classes were suspended..soo i started textin everbody..en there ARE classes..s*it!my laziness succumbed me soo til now im rackin my brains thinkin if i'll attend my classes or not..gawd i am sooo NOT in a good mood to go to skewl today!how i wish pagasa would wake up en realize "ohh!we have to suspend classes today!" waaah!me en my frustrations..

because the television doesn't have enough channels [for me ok!] i made a list of must watch movies..

pirates of the carribean – yes..i havent watched it yet!seems like no ones willing to watch it w/ me..!cmon its Johnny depp!the most amazing en talented en beautiful person in the world!guess I hafta wait for the dvd release huh..

click - it's adam sandler people!this guy is just amazing!he really makes me laugh!

the break up - jen aniston..my favorite hollywood actress ever!she's really great!en beautiful..en sexy..

the nun - ooohhhh..scary!jeje!

trex - imax time!full 3d/2d effect

the devil wears prada - a great title..isn't it?

sukob - what..?im still filipino!

i hafta like save money to watch all these!aaww..im such a spendthrift..at least i know how to budget my money!not like others..im still proud of myself

*bow*

AGAIN..

2006-07-30T09:05:00.000-07:00

im lost without you

but what can

what can i do

i know i have to

i have to let you go

stay around

just a little bit longer

take my hand

and firmly grasp it

that's all i ask from you

would you allow me to?

i look into your eyes

and i see it

wasn't like it before

no it wasn't anything like before

and i know everything

and i feel every inch of your body

hold me, reach out

never again

*bow>

isang pagbabago..

2006-07-30T05:52:00.000-07:00

wajajaja..nagbago nuh naman aq ng blogskin..an gulo xe nung isa ehh..

hayy nakow napaka booringg d2 s bahay..alang magawa..e2 aq neon..lumalamon ng pancit canton..oo..pancit canton sa gabi..bat..?masama..?

kanina naka-chat q nuh naman c idol..2 nuh pala ang blog nia..adik talaga..tsk..tsk..sabe nia pa pare-prehu lan daw kameng adik..aq,xa at c jonelle..aba!isinama pa ko!nde kea!jeje..

me load nuh q..P40 unli..pra sulit diba..?kea lan nde q pa nagagamit..busy aq mgedit ng blog.. makapaghihintay naman yan..2 days ehh..

nde aq nakauwi neon sa pasay..an lakas xe ng ulan d2..bukas derecho nuh lan aq sa skewl galeng d2 sa bicutan..isang matagal tagal nuh byahe nuh naman..

binigyan aq ng testi neon ni aiko..sabe nia dun malakas "daw" aq uminom..?waah!nde aman xadu..meju lan..jaja!

marami pa lan akong kebigan nuh mgbbeerday nuh..august nuh pla sa tuesday..ala pa q nagagawang matino sa buhay q..lalo nuh sa coleds layp!an saklap..

me blog nuh den pla c epur!ehh di masaya!grabeh un me post agad xa..at emfre 2ngkol sa kasawian nia sa pagibig ang una niang pinost..haayy..an saklap nga naman ng mga lablayp namen..[jaja!nandamay ehh nu..?!]lumalago nuh an tropang bloggers!wajejejeje!sa 22o lan tumaba an utak ko dahel sa pagaaus ng lintek nuh blog nuh toh..pewu soya naman an kinalabasan dv?

gueh gueh..d2 nlan..lalamon muna q..habang hinihintay nuh mg OL c idol..mea pa atang umaga un ahh..sana mg OL den c sissiee..shka c saviour..haayy..kkmiss nuh keong 2!

*bow*

wala..lagi na lang..

2006-07-30T00:43:00.000-07:00

nakakaasar tong araw nuh toh..alang magawa..ala p q load..bd3p tlga..nde q tuloy XA mtx..hay!

kahapon nakatulog aq..an aga..mga 230 ata un..nagising aq mga quarter to 10 nuh..kea un.. bumaba aq at kumaen..manok na naman..magkakapakpak na q nito ehh..tas nagbabad aq sa computer..ehh la naman nk-OL kea inedit q lan yung playlist q..tas inaus ng onti e2ng blog..tas ngcheck ng friendster at myspace..tas aion..umakyat sa kwarto..kea lan hindi aq makatulog..malamang..kagigising q lan eh!nglaro aq ng snake sa cellphone..meju naadik..naubos an 2 oras q dun..pagkatas nun..binuksan an tv..alang magandang palabas ehh..kea nagsulat aq..ng kung anu anu..kaepalan..kabalbalan..

*eversince you left me

the shadows started to creep through

and all the things you said

vanished in the air

broken promises

again dissatisfied

i hope you do know

the hurt and the pain

the loneliness I've succumbed to

for they collide to shatter me

yes they do

and i dont think i could hold on much longer

when will you come back

and finally decide to stay

when everythings gone

and pushed out of the way?

if ever please bear

the thought of me and you

whole and glued..

isa lan yan sa mga naisulat ko dahil sa kakulangan sa tulog..jeje..

me nakilala na naman akong bagong idol neon..c mr. jonelle estillore..lupet nito..an lalim.. humahanga talaga ko sa kaniya..kasalukuyan q xang kchat neon..at mabaet xa..pran c idol loloy.. bastah punta keo sa blog nia

http:/paurong.blogspot.com

enjoy..

*bow*

the answer is..

2006-07-28T21:54:00.000-07:00

ewan ko ba..kun bat ganto..lgueh nlan me mali..lgueh nlan me shorcut..kelangan ba tlga un? panu pag mas maganda pala sa longcut..palibhasa kahet kelan nde man lan nten nasubukan.. ni isipin an posibilidad na yun..kesyo ok na naman tayo sa ganto..kesyo mas madale..eh ayoko nga ng madale ehh..gusto ko yung mahirap..yun bang tipong tataba ang utak ko sa pagiisip ng solusyon..minsan tuloy nagdududa na ko..ginusto mo ba talaga to?nde ka ba napilitan? baka mamaya..akala ko ok ka..tas nde pala..baka mamaya patuloy ako sa paniniwalang.. meron nga..merong tayo..tas wala pala..sana naman..nde ganun..an saklap naman nun..an hirap tanggapin..mabigat sa dibdib..lalo na sa parte ko..dahel matagal akong naniwala sa atin..at matatag ang paniniwalang yun..sana..sana ganun ka den..

*bow*

isa na ring akong dakilang blogger

2006-07-28T20:07:00.000-07:00

hmm..bakit nga ba q nag-blog..dahel ke idol loloy..ewan q ba dian..gusto nia malaman nia den an storya ng buhay ko..soya lan..para fair dv?aq nga naman alam ko na ang storya mo..dapat mo na ring malaman ang akin..sv mu masaya pag maraming tao ang nakakaalam..totoo b un?sana..d2 q nga ba makikita ang kasiyahang matagal ko ng hinahanap?sa isang simpleng blog..oh simple nga b talaga?malay naten..

simulan na..jeje..

*bow*

BEER..

1990-09-19T02:03:00.000-07:00

SEPTEMBER 19..my tenga's birthday..[gah..!i really named him like he's my property or somethin..] and this day sucks..why..?!here's wut happened..

we have this performance thingy for HU in which we would HAVE TO sing..[later we hafta dance..ugh..!] it was announced last last week..but bein the lazyheads we are me and my groupmates managed to practice only today.. so we talked about it yesterday..we were supposed to meet at UE at exactly 8AM as in 800 in the morning..i was thee one who suggested it..[gah..!] BUT as usual..i was late..for a mere 2 hours only..waa..!i was soo embarassed to show my face or even show up..juss imagine..!2 hours late for a practice..ugh..i soo hate myself..!anyways..we practiced..then after ate at mcdo..then practiced again..our other classmates [which aren't our groupmates] were starting to show up already..i think it was past 12 when my tenga arrived..thee beerday boy..i asked him if it really was his natal day..he said yes..an emotionless yes..[imagine it..] jc initiated thee birthday song.. tenga was juss sittin there..not even watchin us..!when the song ended..he did NOT have any reaction whatsoever..he didn't even managed to say "thank uu" or even show us a friggin smile.. i was soo pissed..i like hate him..[nah..!never..] i felt soo unappreciated..not juss for me but for all of us..!i mean..he's like some non living thing..juss stares..or like i said "emotionless"..ugh..

oh yea..we watched UAAP last sunday..[thee day when we like waited for jessa for 2 hours too..!]we lost against UST..ja..!it was because we had soo much turnovers..weak rebounds..and bonbon was like thee only one working or eager to win..!thee points we garnered were mostly from free throws..sucks right..?! but wut thee heck..were still at thee #2 spot..and on thursday UE's twice to beat..!READ : we must again be beaten by UST in order for them to snatch thee 2nd spot....we can only hope for thee best..!GO FIGHT RED AND WHITE..!=]

wow..i juss received my prelim and midterm grades for tech1..i xure did lost points..from 1.75 for prelims i got a 2.25 for midterms..but still am thankful cos compared to others' grades..im in a lot better position.. special mention : prof. adela arcilla..=]

that's it..thee summary of my 3 day special..hafta go now..

*bow*